hey people ! long time no seetheres a couple things i want to tell you about as there was quite a lot of stuff on my mind. you know whats funny is that when i have no time for thinking it all kind of pops into my head.... that is one of the reasons i decided to write something here, im planning to buy myself a smaller laptop and i guess the ability to write here anywhere in the world will be helpful to make this place happy :)
well its the 3rd month of the school year, i really hate to say that but im seriously feeling like the routine has got me, so remember people, going to the same place for 2 months really makes you a zombie. so what i can say? - i have the ambition to pass this grade with the lowest scores possible in the subjects i have no interest in. thats it, i said it. any knowledge is valuable, im definitely the first person to tell you that but goosh seriously ? polish education system predicts such ridiculous things to be "the foundation of a subject", it really is pointless to learn stuff "by heart" only to pass the subject. of course not includind the point of passing it, which is quite helpful while trying get through the whole education thing... for me it would be just a dream to continue education with a subject 'failed', i mean in poland when you fail a subject you have to repeat a year untill you pass it. i would honestly be damn proud to say that i havent passed the first year of biology, chemistry or just anything i dont feel like learning and that i have NO idea about it. at least that would be the truth, and is it really so painful that you have no ability to go on with learning the interesting stuff ? im not saying im an adult or that im more mature than others to think that, its just what i can see throughout my mates, this aversion and a deepening lack of inspiration and an actual idea of 'what i want to do with my life?'. i think we all feel similar and we're unconsciously losing tons and tons of valuable thoughts and that really worries me ....
All in all ive been trying to figure out a way to earn money, which hasnt come to any results but im feeling im very close, this came of course to some thoughts which im delighted to present.
Well lets start from the fact, that the best way to be rich is to do something you like. In order to get money from that you need to do it very good, which means you have to take some time to perfect it. But first you need to know what you like to do, so you need to find it out. the easier way is to just try new stuff, and you wont manage to do that without being open to stuff.
BEING OPEN > FINDING WHAT YOU LIKE TO DO > BEING THE BEST AT IT > GETTING MONEY FOR IT > BEING RICH !
nice ha ?
The last thing im gonna tell you about today is death :))) well as you may know or not im not really a good christian, id even say im not a christian at all, so at my every step im not even hiding that i want to humiliate the christian society. why ? keine idea, maybe becaouse as far as i can remember ive always HATED everything connected to the church? well anyways the 1st of November has passed and i couldnt help myself not to think about the irony hidden in the ceremony of death (in christian sociely of course). lets start by just saying that when youre a good person, you are going to heaven after death right? the glorious, wonderfull rainbow-filled awesome place where youll spend your eternity after being a nice person in your life. well lets just skip any inaccuracies in thinking and lets just assume everyone who was good in life is loved by their family and the opposite - every bad person has no family love. so now, after a person dies, all the t r u e believers should be filled with joy thinking that their beloved is now going to a place way better than earth and spend eternity there. isnt that just soo god for her/him ? so now explain me this - why are people who define theirselves as christians crying at funerals and being like "omg poor thing" ? its just so unlogical, are they all so selfish they just wanted that person for theirselves and are just unhappy with the fact, that he/she is going to spend fucking forever jumping over rainbows having a better life than them a n d without them ? i think its kind of nearly a sin to be sad after someone dies (well, i dont but its not that unimaginable....) so to all the t r u e christians out there - dont be sad after someone died, he/she is having so much more fun than you are right now !
ok id write so much more but its fucking nearly 11 pm and i still have some stuff to do and wake up for school tomoro at 6.30 < 333
anyways, have a great day and night people
byyeee
