leave this place and never come back

heyy

I haven't been outside today, that feels bad.

anyways, I'm here to show you some of the Christmas delights, the shine of our Christmas tree:

oh God, I love the state in which all of the house people are asleep and I go donwstairs and see an empty, dark room with only the lights of Christmas tree in it. just magical.

I have a confession to make, I'm a huuge creeper if it's about my neighbors, I'm all into one of the windows opposite mine, in which the lights are ALWAYS on, you can seriously just look through the window at 4 am and the lights will for sure be on, like 100% sure. I have no idea what weird vampires live in there, but I'm honestly sorry for their electricity bill. one of my other neighbors have the most wonderful balcony in the world, it's like someone has vomited there with lights:

yeaa, I know this is just the creepiest thing ever, I took a photo of someone's balcony, but I just wanna thank this stranger for bringing me the spirit of Christmas every year. btw our house is really full of lights this year, in each room we have something to admire.

yesterday my lovely cousin arrived, I was just playing Heroes 3, which I'm obsessed about instead of companing her :D I had an amazing evening with a tea in my starbucks cup, with I got Christmas ago and it hasn't got older a day:

also, in the first part of my day my nails were super glittery, kind of reminds me of new year's eve:

oh god, I watched Pitch Perfect today, a wonderful, great movie, one of those ones when you're like "where am I going with my life" after watching it. I gotta tell you - my life really sucks.

with this positive note, I'm ending this awesome post, goodnight to you all

let your heart be light

hello my fat friends

Christmas time is nearly over, we are about to celebrate the first day of the new year, luckily we survived the world end, we will for sure get through the 2013th.

after those long weeks of hard work, which was my only company till the very last minute before Christmas' dinner, it's nice to loose the feeling of self-guilt caused by laziness, feeling of this constant responsibility and just do nothing all day. just dream, make plans and have fun. my facebook and really social life is very very dusty and untouched since the beginning of the school year, maybe it's time to built it up. today, waking up at 1 pm I really tried to resist this feeling of guilt, but it's still here. every book I promised myself to read is sitting untouched, again. so all in all I have some psychical, self-happy making responsibilities.

anyways, I'm super exhausted, today I stood up and got ready for dinner wit me parents and their friends, which ended at 10 pm and that was my day, I feel hot, dizzy and sick.

the above stuff is from yesterday, today I feel nice :)

it's hard to believe the Christmas time is over, I waited for it all year.

my Christmas presents are really cool, I got more stuff I expected to, it wasn't really about the present since the beginning. almost all of them were super glam, victorian and usable.

 this thing (whatever you call it) is the best of all! I always wanted to have it :)

as you may realize I played a little bit to get that vintage photo effect everybody (me) are so obsessed about and I got ittttt! I made myself just a photo to really show my necklace on me and the nail polishes I got, I messed with it a bit and look what I got:

all that it needs is a white lettering saying some song lirycs or some touching shit :D

so from no on all of my photos will be so damn pretty :}

also, last friday was just insane, I had 2 Christmas Eves to go to, the second one was just pure awkwardness, the first one was really great, it's sad it's the last one in this school.....

I got some amazing gifts, this is just an essence of it:

thanx a lot for the mug and tiny tiny oreos!!! ;*

excuse the quality, the cream was melting, I barely took that photo!

now the only thing to worry about are my new years resolutions, gonna definitely make some here.

love the song ...

byeee, merry Christmas, have an amazing time filled with wormth with your family :)

dancing in the moonlight

heyyy
first of all:

weeelll. the Christmas season started, my trial exams are finally over (didn't went that well if you're wondering :)), this means I'm too excited to live and I have to kill myslelf  :] it's so weird, everyday for the passed 3 months I said I want Christmas so badly and tried to prepare myself for it the best I can, cuz as usually there is not much time there and everything is so last minute, I really tried to avoid it and look with what I'm left 2 weeks before Christmas - the house (except my room) is not decorated, really hope to get some stuff this weekend; I haven't even thought of starting my gingerbread house project; generally, I'm not quite prepared as I would have hoped....
anyway, a couple of days ago I created a pink tulle Christmas tree, check it out:

it stood there at first, with the fake snow all over it, then I figured, why not put some lights on it?

ttaaa daaaaa soooo christmasssyyyyy

*sparkle sparkle*

of course, I ended up doing my nails wintery too

:3

also, we had this thing on the 6th of December at school, generally we celebrated the st. Nicholas day and this is what was laying in my room:

cool, ha? (also, I have to buy candy canes )

I borrowed "A Christmas Carol" from the library to feel the spirit of Christmas :)

byeeee, have a woderful pre-holiday time

blue tree tops and velvet skies

heyyy
just a quick reminder, it's the 1st of December!!!!

 

P.S. I'm starting to work on my 3rd dress :)

it's the most beautiful time of the year

heyyy

It's the end of November, this week and my last weekend of freedom without studying to the exams as my repetition books arrive on Monday. I suppose this weekend we're going to make gingerbread cookies, which leads me to thinking about my gingerbread house project. this year I'm going to use some american methods, real frosting and I was thinking of creating a quite complicated building, we'll see.

as for now, I'm making a couple of cards a week, I'll have to send like 20 of them, so i have to start preparing, how much will the stamps cost.... :(

feeling quite stupid putting here photos of my cards, but I guess I'm not working on anything more right now

 not christmas related, still it's here :D

ok, the lantern candle kind of thing on my previous post was the inspiration for this one

isn't that reindeer sooo cute :3

one of the first ones

haha this one I actually made as a open up card, but I attached everything the wrong way and I had to cut the fold :D

again, not related

I'm starting to think of making my 3rd dress, I haven't shoved you the 2nd yet, but here's the deal. a friend of my want that dress for the 3rd year prom thing and the only thing that is not finished in it is the zipper, which goes all the way on the back, which allows me to fit it exactly on the person I want to. my friend and I are still thinking about it, no need to hurry, but since it's all done from the front, I could finally publish it here :)

on the 6th of December there is a TEDx conference in my town and you have to send them a formula with your personal stuff, answer some questions and then they will decide if you can go or not, the number of seats is limited and I really really really wanna gooo, keep your fingers crossed for me, please :)

some othen news, one direction finally got their new album out and I really expected something better from them. seriously, after listening to 'little things' I really hoped they will release a mature, really different from the other one, great album. what it is, is the repetition of their fisrt album, it's even worse, because it's the SECOND god damn it! they really disappointed me, I guess what I have to do is just wait for the 3rd one listening to 'little things'....

I'll end this wonderful post with a wonderful song:

merry christmas in November, everybody

talking to the moon

hiii
the Christmas season is coming closer and closer, so it's about time to make some Holiday cards :)
I just want to share with you guys some of them that I created earlier, most of them probably will be sent to my family friends etc., so I was wondering whether I should put it here, it should really be a surprise but whatevs, it's not gonna hurt :)

just a really plain and vinatge

similar, just using my white embossing powder <!>

and my favorite one:

gingerbread man
and unrelated, thank you card:

that's it, here's just a tiny part of what I've been through today

(just a film lecture with gay people)

and goodnight :)

god only knows what we're fighting for

heeeyyy wassup

 yesterday evening was really nice, everyone can see winter already and I decided to create a Christmas atmosphere in my room

here's just a candle on a ginger cookie napkin, love those!

I told you about some secondhand shopping, here's the shirt with swallows :

also, I'm super glad I have put the christmas lights on the other side of my room, christmas feeeliinggg
just my face here

ok, have you realized I'm not putting here any internet photos? let's change that

 or songs

kind of connected to this one :D

masterchef is on, byyeeeee

that's a world we'll never find

Hi everyone,
I've been trying to get this post in here for like a week, finally have nothing better to do :)
Yesterday I went to a secondhand store and I bought 4 things in an incredibly cheap price, a vans hoodie, elegant shirt full of swallows, a vintage lana del rey kind of tees and a sweater, just for it's buttons, which I turned into earrings!

also, the previous time I bought some cheap clothes I found a good quality, big shirt, which I decided to turn into a chanel one, I think of adding drips as if the sing was melting, if you know what I mean.

I got some really nice cards on my postcrossing stuff, I will have to make a post only about that, today just no energy, sorry :)
byeeeeeee :*

Why don't we break the rules already?

Hi, just a quick post here
I'm realllyyyyy busy this week, I'm cleaning me room veeeryy deeply and the trial(?) exams are on, we only have the english part left tomorrow, so finally I don't have to worry that much. All of them went just shitty, I didn't even open a book to revise :]
Without further boredom, here is just a part of the things I organized, which is my closet :)

it used to be filled with old stuff and everything i wore was on the bed I don't use anymore, now here are all of the sweaters prepared for winter(!)
also, a week ago I turned my secondhand shirt from an usual one to a little bit of spice, baby simple:

 

 

oh well, winter is coming, my christmas cards are being made :)

just a little preview of what I'll someday put here :)
gotta go
byeeeeeeeeeeee

someday I'll be outta here

hiii

it's the end of the long weekend and it gets me so down down down down

today my big bro made us some fast food for dinner, the chicken tasted just like the one in kfc, everything super delicious and actually I don't feel heavy from all of it at all, it seems kinda healthy.

I know I'm just making it worse, I don't know if anyone ever felt that, but whenever I see a movie or a show of any kind I'm all cheerful during it, but when it's over I start to think "ooh god, those people have it all figured out, they are never bored in the evenings, earning millions on something they love" like, I have noooo idea what I'll end up doing and I strongly hope it's going to bring me all of these things and satisfy me. I guess not being around people made me so full of thinking, god please, let me just find my wayyy!

on the shallower side, here you have a cupcake me sis made a couple days ago:

it was yummyyy as hell

I got some awesome postcards from IKEA today

and some from Sopot

and also, I started making much more cards, I guess because of the amount of time

kind of plain, I never dome one like that before

and this one kind of different

sorry for my thumb, it just catches the light better like that haha

now I'm watching Jersey Shore on MTV with my other eye and the newest season is sooo much better from the other ones, Mike is clean, Snooki is pregnant and walking everywhere with her fiancée.

it was a long time since i talked about movies, so lately I went with my class to see Paranormal Activity 4 and it was ok, one of those light horrors, which doesn't mess up your mind when you come out of the cinema, there were some scary moments but nothing special. today I saw a movie with yyyy Mark Zuckerberg???, Kristen Steward (ew) and Ryan Reynolds, it was just a tipical movie, although I hate this vampire big jaw face Kristen, so had to make it all up. also, there was a guy from Hot Rod, which I like, I have no idea what the movie was called though. next on my TO WATCH list:

~ The Watch, saw the trailer, thinking positive about it

~ The Ides of March, it actually came off a while ago, but I think it never got to the polish cinemas

~ Crazy, Stupid, Love, probably just a next nice comedy, love them

my cousin told me to listen to Little Things by One Direction, nice song, they really improved their voices

I don't understand why people hate them so much, like if they hated every band they didn't know, it would be understandable.

that's it for today, byyyeeee

even diamonds start as coal

heeeyyy
well, the weekend is ending, this time it's no sad, tomorrow we have the coolest lessons ever and the day after we are going all to the cinema on paranormal activity 4 - weird? after going with my class on american pie, no. I'm wondering whether I should go, I'm not a big fan of class going outs, but I guess there will be no time I will shit my pants less than with a huge room full of people :)
so today was kind of a nice day, there was a time change I completely forgot about, so I stood up to church at 7.30.... I made a couple of craft stuff, I fixed my cute secondhand shop sweater to fit me and I made a card. I think I rarely mention it, but I'm scrapbooking a lot.

just a casual card made out of the stuff I bought recently, I'm sooo excited to have theeeem.... did you know scrapbook cards  can actually make a pretty sweet business? I've sold a couple of cards and I have enough money to buy myself another set of supplies for like 30 cards....

and there's a hipster photo of me, wearing of course a hipster sweater, you would be surprised how many young girls suddenly started to visit secondhand shops and think they are cool. sorry everyone, been there, done that... before the hipsters ;)

so I'm about to watch masterchef, looove that show
byeeeeeeeeee