Put your hands up!

"Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all"

This sentence has really got my attention. I think it's sometimes actually even better when you don't know the truth. For example when you're very ill and donno about it, you don't think about it all day and don't walk all sad or something. I even think you actually feel better physically if you don't know you shouldn't feel good. But you have a problem when you don't live well and say that "later I'm gonna do everything I want" and then suddenly die. That wouldn't be nice, would it?

So lately I was thinking about Christmas and all of that super-duper stuff, I got an idea of my Christmas tree full of these:
http://factorydirectcraft.com/factorydirectcraft_blog/sweeten-celebration-fun-styrofoam-ball-cupcakes/
THESE ARE JUST WONDERFUL!!!
Speaking of wonderful - at our English lesson we had this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fC04ZZploBE
What a romantic song! Guess I'm not from that generation to know this song, so don't be surprised -_-

My batteries are full!!!

Finally! I've charged batteries to my camera, so I can take photos now!!! Yyyeeeeeeeaaaa!
So first of all I would like to share with you my art, which I'm really happy about:



So here are my roses and a slice of watermelon :)
They aren't baked or lacquered, so I'm gonna put some pictures of done ones someday....

Also, I was in a second hand shop lately and just look what I found!!!



It's a suuuper sweet notebook! (goooosh, I LOOOOVE CUPCAKES)
Just look at these:



And there was a pen with it-



Buahahahahahahaha (It's also with cupcakes on it :D)
It cost not much and It's awesome!
Ok, enough of that. Look what I ordered!



These are some kind of a packages to help animals :D I gonna do something with them at school... Soooo excited^.^ Oh, and it was FREE!!!

Ok, I'm out of photos, so goodbye ;*

The party is over

So I'm planning this post to be super loooong. Hope I'm gonna make it ;)
So at first I would like to say something to all of the people in the world.
BE HAPPY ABOUT EVERY DAMN THING IN YOUR LIFE!!!!!
Thank you.


Back to my life.
I had my birthday party at Saturday, which I'm really happy about, although it was a disaster. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! Ommm, I get a beautiful clock, that I'm really thankful of ;* There was a lot of balloons so I when it was a windy day I took one a throw it on the wind. That was just romantic. Imagine that someone on the other side of the earth would find it... What else? I was thinking about writing a book... You know, so that It would be kind of security when I'll go bankrupt or something, then I'm gonna sell it and earn billions of course. But what it would be about? Hmmm... I'm thinking about some touching story of love or whatever... Damn, this is hard. Generally life is hard I think. Yeah, what do I know about it? Maybe you're right. I'm only thirteen, but would it be worst or now I'm just exaggerating? That's a hard question too. But if all of it wouldn't be hard would it still exist something like satisfaction? Not at all.



So here's a picture of cupcake. For me It's a symbol of optimistic approach to life. Cause it's pink, have heart and something sweet on it :D This is just what I'm really trying to do - become an optimist. But is it possible to be smart AND be an optimist? Imagine a situation like that- for example somebody is trying to jump between two hills, which are far from each other. From the beginning you know that "someone" is gonna kill itself. So now- would you be an optimist and say "He will make it for sure", but then you're wrong or be a realist and say "He will probably kill himself", be right, but not optimistic? Of course there's also a low of attraction, which says, that when a lot of people would think that he's gonna make it, it would be probably true.
And now tell me- what to believe?

Ok, so I'll put here some embarrassing photos of bill kaulitz, justin bieber etc. just to be prepared to change Caroline's background, when I'll be at her place. (buahahahahahahahaha) Here we go:




I know this is just awful but useful. Loooove you, Caroline!!!

Tralalalalalala

Today was really boring. REALLY boring. Although I noticed that a girl, who had a boyfriend and he broke up with her is now mad at him and he is VERY angry at her. So my question is WHY? The broke up wasn't really for a reason, I actually don't know why he broke up (by sms -_-) He wrote her some vulgarities and that this is over. Also I have heard that she's still in love with him! This is just craazy. So why were they even boyfriend and girlfriend? She asked him by the way. Maybe he didn't wanned to be her boyfriend and just tried to know what is like to have a girlfriend? And when he find out that this is just lame he broke up? But why the vulgarities? Why he was angry at her, not at himself? Why there's no such thing as frienship with your ex in this age? I mean that's why I think being somebody's girlfriend in this age is just stupid and complitely pointless. You would have a friend and now - you HATE him and he HATE you. Well maybe you are learning something? But what?
I HAVE NO IDEA.

Creepy things about P. E.

This day was really tiring. But we don't have P. E. at Wednesdays so it rewards everything. Physical contact should be illegal. I mean I don't really care about running, team games or gymnastics, but some games are just hideous! For example at our class camp we had a game, that at first we were selecting in pairs, then make a circle, so that one person of the pair was in the middle of the circle and another one had to jump on them pretending like they were horses and when they hear the whistle we had to run around the circle, reach our "horses", CAME UNDER THEIR LEGS and jump on them again. I think it's a privacy stab! "Sorry, but am I supposed to smell your penis or vagina???" PRETENDING TO BE A HORSE? REALLY? How old are we? Five? Generally I realized that teachers are treating us a like babies in such games! Another example - on some kind of a school party it was a game - sitting on balloons, so that they will explode. Which part of that game is funny??? What did the teachers thought, ha? "HAHAHAHAHA! THIS IS SOOO FUNNY! THEY WILL SIT ON THE BALLOONS AND THEY WILL POP! HAHAHAHA! POP! The children will probably love it!!!" You know, I'll understand if we would act like we like it, but the thing is -WE DON"T. We are actually not really interested. So why they keep doing such games? NO IDEA. Maybe they don't have ideas for another games? Or there are no ones in the Internet?Are they looking for them there? Maybe it's because some guys act naughty on the lessons? Like immature. Is it the synonym of being a baby? Do the teachers think it's like that? Maybe. Again to the "horse game" part. What is funny about touching each other? We are sweating like pigs, having tight outfits and look like a shit. Of course the other people really (seem to?) don't mind about it. Or are the faking, cause they see that other people have fun it this game and they are just BELIEVING that it's fun?

Are they ALL faking?

The future

I was quite busy, so I haven't write any posts in this week... As always I've changed my attitude imminently after the first week (3 days really). I feel a little bit better, cause I thought about school, classes, teachers and all this shit, that I forgot about 1 thing.
THESE ARE ONLY 3 YEARS!
So whatever will happen I'm gonna leave this school as everyone else. I realized, that everyone has to do the same thing before the real life - finish education. Of course there are exceptions, but they are only confirming the rule. So my question is - do we all have to finish school to become SOMEONE? And is it possible to be not like everyone else doing it? Look at this this way - if we graduate it means we all have the same knowledge. Do marks really matter? Although not for everyone this knowledge is easy to assimilate, so will they have problems at work in the future? Will we still be learning anything? Or is it possible to become a PERSON by friendships? Cause of course it's possible, but will we still feel that satisfaction, that we came through all of it on ourself? I think no. It's nice to say "Well, I worked hard and that's why I'm making billions now" and just be proud of yourself. So the 4 rules are:
1. Never follow the crowd. Choose your way. Who knows, maybe you'll be at the top before anybody?
2. NEVER pretend someone else. Be yourself in every situation! Believe you're just awesome!
3. Every time you wanna do something stupid (or "cool") think about your future, cause you might regret it someday.
4. BE OPTIMISTIC.

First weekend!

The school year is the one thing in the whole world that has as many good as bad sides... When you focus on those good you'll realize that it's really not that bad. Also it depends on how is your attitude. But so many people forgets about that school is a place when you have (almost) free study and really only you can decide what do you want to do with that. DO NOT forget that in every second of the lesson you can just leave! Of course you WILL suffer, but don't you think it's worth it? Because of the shock that I was when I came to school after vacations the first weekend was a huge relief... Also my dad really made me happy when he gave me this:



Buahahahahahaha!!!
This is CRAZY! You can snap with it ALL DAY! Imagine the conversation like this:
-Hey! What are you doing with this pen?
-O! SNAP Hey! SNAP I SNAP am SNAP just SNAP playing SNAP with SNAP this SNAP thing SNAP.
-Don't you think it's a little too loud?
-SNAP Noooo... SNAP Not SNAP really... SNAP
So anyway I'll have something to do on lessons...

And I get this too:



It's my new friend - a little monster to squeeze if you angry or just bored... It has a cross in the place that should be the penis. Think that means abstinence. And that is because the whole toy (so do the pen) is made by the "help" company which helps to fight with cigarettes and generally help teenagers.
Here is the link http://www.help-eu.com/
I don't know from where my dad got this, but I think I don't wanna know.

I got new friend and find the old ones. Today I came across my sisters old electronic organizer and remake it so it looks like this:


It's just cute. Think it's everything I wanned to share with you today...
OH! WAIT! THERE'S SOMETHING SPECIALLY FOR MY DEAR FRIEND CAROLINE:




Taaaadaaaaa! Ok, goodnight.

School is just fucked up.

As I'm going to school every freakin' day I realized a few things:
1. All the boys are very excited about going to school so they can show off all the time.
2. Girls tract school as a possibility to show how cool they are and possibility to meet some friends or find some.
3. Some teachers might be cool. REALLY.
4. Some people say that you don't pay for school. So what about the books?
5. Friend(s) in different classes are actually pretty good. At least as long as you can meet them at break or after school...
6. If you know something don't be scared to say it! EXCEPTION - If you' re not sure, but you think that the teacher is wrong, cause it's better to stay safe than to discredit... BUT if you' re sure - GO AHEAD!
7. It's better to drink while sitting than standing.
8. Shy girls aren't usually interesting.
9. As for homework - DO IT AS EARLY AS YOU CAN! The best right after you come back from school, cause your brain is still set on "thinking".
10. If there's a terrible quiet in the classroom after the teacher ask something and you know the answer for sure say it out loud with a "bored voice". You'll be just proud of yourself!

The 1st day of a nightmare.

So 2day was the big day. I'm wondering why does 1st of September is the 1st day of school. I mean why do we call it the 1st? It's only the beggining, there are no classes, just boredom standing up, and then in the class. There's no sing of school in the 1st day of school!
I promised some photos so here they are:

Yeaaa, right! These are sleep glasses handmade by me of course :D
The back:

And my cat smelling it:

Oh! And here's the best photo EVER:

Shiiiiit... So fuckin tired of school... Understand? The first (actual) day! School is just a fuckin' nightmare.