you may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one

Well hello there!

It's technically halloween today (and Frankie Iero birthday, i'll just never forget! happy b-day, you changed my childhood :) )  and i haven't done anything halloweeny, but actually i'm not sad, cuz i don't really like halloween, i mean, of course i like it, but there's nothing so special about it like it's about Christmas for example. I have been to my cousins, aunt, uncle and grandma, which was the best possible way of spending this day ;*

As the days pass i realize more and more how much i wish it would be Christmas already!
So i remember how every year i want it sooo badly and when it's finally here i'm not doing anything christmasy or just not feeling like something i've been waiting for is here.... This year i made a special list of things to do in Christmas or before Christmas, here it is:

♥ bake ginger cookies
♥ bake ginger cake
♥ make Christmas ornaments and enjoy decorating Christmas tree with my sis playing some seasonal music
♥ find the best presents for everyone
♥ wrap it the most beautiful i can
♥ make Christmas cards and send it
♥ make Christmas jewelry for my lil' business
♥ decorate my room with colorful lightings
♥ make little gifts for my friends
♥ change my phone and PC wallpapers into christmasy
♥ dress super warm
♥ listen to loooots of Christmas songs
♥ watch Christmas movies
♥ ice - skate
♥ be happy!

:3

Ok, i'm going to fall asleep sitting for a sec so
GOODNIGHT!

i'm just playing

it's sooooo coold everywhere.... and i'm not feeling so good.... ;///

So i continued reading Salvador's Dali journal and it's just amazing, intelignt, smooth to read and i think it's the first book that really made me wanna read it more and more. it's kinda aberrant and psycho in a bad way, it describes what Salvador loved so much, he drooled when he did it. I like the honesty and fun way of writing.

Yesterday i spend doing nothing in my house... it WAS kind of nice but it makes me feel like shit. So today i'm planning to go somewhere.... Donno yet where (oh, right - church), but i just can't do nothing all dayyyy!

Hmmmm... there's a halloween partyat my friend's and i'm really looking forward to going there, cuz all of my classmates will be there and we will watch all 3 parts of paranormal activity :) I'm gonna make some cte little chocolate muffins :3 it's a sleep over so i'm gonna take my own blanket and pillow and just fall asleep somewhere on the floor :D

Oh i forgot to tell ya, i sewed my very first skirt! it's absolutely fantastic, cuz of the fabric my mom gave me. it wasn't really hard to sew though.... someday im gonna definitely send some photos here.....

fuuuuuuuck, i gotta go to church, so see yaaa <3







I wannaaaaaa <3

there's no need to poison you

I'm BACK!
I'm coming back to writing this blog regularly.

So, yeaaa weekend finally came... after the whole week of cheating at exams, Math-free Thursday, delicous dinners, fighting with loots of teachers and counting the time of lesson left..... Ahh... i'm gonna miss it :3

Readin' Salvador Dali's journals and understanding how genius and crazy he was. I'm only at the begginning, but this is one of those small number of books i actually wanna keep reading.... From the library i also got the best stories of Stephen King, which i'm a little scared to read....

I bought myself a gorgeous dark blue coat, just a classy one, the exact same i wanted :)) and a cute grey winter hat with a huge pompom :3 oh and a pair of grey gloves just to match the hat :))) goooosh, i looove shopping! <3

Aaaaa I want winter alreadyyyy!

Here's whyy:
-snow
-the sound of walking in snow
-hot chocolate/ coffie / tea
-short days, romantic evenings
-everyone looking pretty covered in snow
-pink cheeks
-Peorge with longer and thinner hair (more fluffy)
-the whole climate of winter
-Christmas - delicous food, presents giving and getting, tree decoring, everything!
-holidayyyy
-saying 'cold as hell, ha?' instead of hello
-snowmans
-hot cookies
-kinds playing outside
-the fact i can't open my window, cuz there's too much snow outside

Ok, take it easy it's only 2 months left ......

I'm soooooooo into How I Met Your Mother right now, like avery time i have time, i just watch an episode :)







Byyee ;**

Show them all your not the ordinary type

Hello to you all...
I'm writing to you from bed so i'm all like warm and nice :3 peorge (my lovely cat) just walked into the room ...
I'm kinda disapointed by the fact tomorrow is Monday :( but weekend must come sometime anyway, right? Damn... I have to make some money to uy myself some new shoes :] yeaa, that's the way i'm gonna spend the money, i made in this month. cuz my friend has this beautiful shoes i've been looking for this whole time and i totally want them! They will match my new coat, i haven't found yet... Gosh, i looked everywhere to find this perfect coat, actually found one in zara but it costed like a bizilon dollars, so i don't think it's worth it... Cuz my perfect coat is dark blue and has gold, kinda sailor's buttons <3
Ok, ya know what, my finders start to hurt me so i just wish you a good night and see you guys later. Byeee! :*

we're getting down till the sun's coming out

Hello to everyone looking for a place to hide and have a while to face their problems completely on their own....

I'm just tired of this whole "people caring about your problems" thing. Ahh i wanna have my own apartment....

So I finally started to notice how pathological my school is. Seriously, sometimes i just wanna slap some people right in their ugly face.... There's this just awful guy that hang around with all the sluts from our school and i don't really know him, but my mind is just tellin me to dislike him. Just when i see his face i'm wondering how would it be to see him dying. Really. The other thing that's bothering me is the fact that they are not letting us out of school during breaks. Gooosh, who cares are we in class or not? Like it's their problem if we're learning or not. Fuck, there's just no self- care anymore. Or teachers who doesn't accept when kids are reading a book or doing sth in their mobile at the lesson. Who cares as long as they are not disturbing anyone from learning or the teacher from speaking. The teachers do accept when people are talking and not letting anyone listen to the teacher, cuz he is too busy telling them to be quiet. This shit is soooo fucked up. I really would like it to be like in university. Like you are the only one who cares about your grades or what you're going to remember from the lesson. You're taking notes or you're fucked. You're attending the class or you're fucked. Everything depends only on you and your attitude.

People just forget about what is school meant to be for.

Ahhh the new Gossip Girl episodes are finally out!!!! luve them <3

I gotta buy myself a new coat :) can't wait!

I'm wondering which colour would be the most vintage <3 But olso i want it to match a lot of things i have... i guess really dark blue would be the best ;)

Totally want it!!!!!

OMFG tomorro is SUSHI day! Aaaaaaah how tastyyy ^^

So there's something like a 8th grade project that all of the students have to do in groups. I'm a part of 2 groups and I'm pretty excited about one of them, the other is going to be a huuuge disaster :D So it's about science and it's misterys, which is sooo cool and the people i'm working with are just soo full of ideas and just want to work, not like the other group -.-

I've just made some chocolate muffins :3 yummmyyyy

Have you realized how beautiful Autumn is? All the leaves, umbrellas, everything !!!






Ahh i want winter already!

And a cool song at the end:

Byyeeee
luv ya all ;***

Hollywood is dead

Hahah it's the second post today :)
It's just i was send to bed this early by my parents cuz of the whole school waking up thing and i really don't even consider sleeping right now... Probably just gonna stand up as soon as they will be asleep and finish watching gossip girl :D ahh i'm just wondering how my life will turn out to be after finishing gimnazjum... Cuz i've found this school i wanna go to and it will be just fantastic! It's in a different town i live in which means i will have to travel by train :) haven't told you the best part - the school is like 10 feet from Lola's cupcakes which is the very first cupcake company in Trojmiasto AND Hashi Sushi which is the best sushi company in Trojmiasto! *.* it will be just dreamy to go to school there!

You know what are my the most hidden dreams? To win a lottery of find a way to earn a lot of money and just go ahead and buy an apartment away from this parental crap, controling everything i do and all of this shit... Yeah i know it's nearly impossible and if i told it to any adult she/he would probably laugh at me and tell me that their dream were exactly the same, but i'm a believer! "you may say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one" .
Aaah Niedzwiednik looks sooo beautiful at night ;) like every place i've been to. Sometimes i wish someday i could have walks at night with my husband and don't care about tomorrow. Just have the ability to say "i'm happy" .

You know how people say money won't make you happy? Well, i did some thinkings lately and i think that money is a total basic if it's about happiness. Cuz there's nothing and i mean NOTHING i'm doing now that is not helping me find a way tl get money in the future and live wealthy. For example going to school is the only thing we really must do to not break the law. For what? Education to be specialozed in sth that we will do to GET MONEY. Now i'm writing this post cuz i wanna be better at writing and maybe someday my blog would have so high stats i'll actually get some profits from writing it. See?

it just wasn't the first thing universe wanned to do with me

Hello there

I'll start by saying that i need cash! NOW! In order to have it, I have a list of things to do:
1. Sell some stuff (shoes i've never wore, watches etc)
2. Finally take care of my lil' business
3. Go out with a huge board and sell my earrings somewhere near the sea :3
4. Put some commercials on this blog and earn like 1 dollar per month :D
5. Become a AVON consultant !

Hmmm quite easy to do.... I just gotta handle some stuff and everything will be wonderful!

I was thinking of tuxedos lately... Why all man won't be just like Barney Stinson? Don't they think suits are just better than being like Justin Bieber? Cuz i can quarantee they are. Ok, maybe they are uncomfortable, but they way guys look like in them *.* totally worth it.


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Ahhhh just too fucking hottt!

So the autumn is here! Yaaay the falling yellow leaves, scarfs, rainy days, rubber boots, jackets, sweaters and umbrellas ♥ love it



I started to regularly visit second hand shops looking for fabrics to sew with and i gotta tell ya - it's a sea of beatiful fabrics out there! Now i'm all vintage and everything and the fabrics just fits perfectly! For example i found a creamy, half translucent fabric and made a flower ball ring from it and it's absolutely fantastic ♥

I bought a gorgeous bag in 'I am ' with flowers on it   and all the locks dont work anymore ;(( I have to go to a tailor to fix that... Hope it won't cost a lot....

hmm what else? I donno what to do with my hair anymore -.- They are wavy as hell, the bang is weardly twisting, all of the edges are doubled up.... fuck, i shouldn't have gone to a hairstylist after all... But, think positive they will grow back :) Goooosh i just can't wait to paint them all blue for the winter break ! ♥ I DID wanned to paint only the enges but as soon as i saw this photo

I changed my mind. Isn't it just soo cute? I just gotta buy myself a cheap hair straightener and everything hill be good :D





Aaaa i just reminded myself the new episode of Gossip Girl is out! gotta go!