The long weekend!!!

So, as you all realized the long weekend is starting!
That is the most fantastic thing in this whole week, actually. OK, there was 2 appeals at school, but none of them was interesting...
2morro I'm planning to go shopping with Eliza and by myself some earring hooks and other things from that "category". Then I gonna probably go shopping with my mum for some sweatshirts or sweaters and a present for my dad's birthday... I'm wondering what am I going to give him...

Totally can't w8 till the Hangover2!!!

I don't have really a subject of writing right now so I'm ending this wonderful post.

Brrrrrr

Heyy...^^
What's up?
'Cause I soo do not wanna go to school 2morro! Ya know, not because of the whole school aspect, but I have god damn polish lesson! Gooooosh! Oh, and IT'S NOT ABOUT THE SUBJECT! It's about the most horrible teacher in the whole world! And the best thing is that nobody really can say what's wrong with her. She's just... I donno... boring I guess? Old? Unfriendly? Whatever it is I hate her. I really do. Ya know what did she said about going to the cinema with class? "If you'll come with me to the theatre I will come with you to the cinema" It actually didn't happened (any of them)! Oh, and also she wanned to take us bowling but we had bad marks so she deciden not to. And the worst thing ever is that we have like a 15 lessons a week with her! 2morro I have three! Ok I won't write whole post about her... ;/
So umn... I just had 3 days free from schooland it was GREAT! I was in Miłomłyn, it was super - duper! And we was pretty lucky obout the weather actually... I was really worm and kind of sunny...

What else?
Hmmmm... It was time changing today, which gave me a 25-hour Sunday which is G-R-E-A-T! I have anything to write about... I had a bussy day. I was cleaning my room which was the most hard. Ok, I'm going to sleep, bye!!!

Viva Las Vegas!!!

I haven't been here for a while, cause I was kind of busy (as always -_-) beacuse^^



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LAS FUCKIN' VEGAS!


(Ok I mean in a mall there was a gallery "American Beauty", I think and it was just terrific!)

So WELCOME TO VEGAS!

So FIRED UP!

The playing table! That is a standard in Vegas!

That is actually the second picture, I couldn't put the first one here, cause there is a mysterious man on it. Ya know the copy right...
...
But copy rights are for losers, so here we have him :]

Oh and a pokerface of mine^^
Just look at his faceeeeeeee!

Little bit closer...

Yeaa that's it.
NOOOOOOOSEEEEE

Ok I'm out of photos. Also there was kind of intelligent thought I was going to share with you, but I forgot it :] I think It was something to do with a sandwich..
Anyway, looove yaaa ;* (Whoever you are XD)

Put your hands up!

"Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all"

This sentence has really got my attention. I think it's sometimes actually even better when you don't know the truth. For example when you're very ill and donno about it, you don't think about it all day and don't walk all sad or something. I even think you actually feel better physically if you don't know you shouldn't feel good. But you have a problem when you don't live well and say that "later I'm gonna do everything I want" and then suddenly die. That wouldn't be nice, would it?

So lately I was thinking about Christmas and all of that super-duper stuff, I got an idea of my Christmas tree full of these:
http://factorydirectcraft.com/factorydirectcraft_blog/sweeten-celebration-fun-styrofoam-ball-cupcakes/
THESE ARE JUST WONDERFUL!!!
Speaking of wonderful - at our English lesson we had this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fC04ZZploBE
What a romantic song! Guess I'm not from that generation to know this song, so don't be surprised -_-

My batteries are full!!!

Finally! I've charged batteries to my camera, so I can take photos now!!! Yyyeeeeeeeaaaa!
So first of all I would like to share with you my art, which I'm really happy about:



So here are my roses and a slice of watermelon :)
They aren't baked or lacquered, so I'm gonna put some pictures of done ones someday....

Also, I was in a second hand shop lately and just look what I found!!!



It's a suuuper sweet notebook! (goooosh, I LOOOOVE CUPCAKES)
Just look at these:



And there was a pen with it-



Buahahahahahahaha (It's also with cupcakes on it :D)
It cost not much and It's awesome!
Ok, enough of that. Look what I ordered!



These are some kind of a packages to help animals :D I gonna do something with them at school... Soooo excited^.^ Oh, and it was FREE!!!

Ok, I'm out of photos, so goodbye ;*

The party is over

So I'm planning this post to be super loooong. Hope I'm gonna make it ;)
So at first I would like to say something to all of the people in the world.
BE HAPPY ABOUT EVERY DAMN THING IN YOUR LIFE!!!!!
Thank you.


Back to my life.
I had my birthday party at Saturday, which I'm really happy about, although it was a disaster. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! Ommm, I get a beautiful clock, that I'm really thankful of ;* There was a lot of balloons so I when it was a windy day I took one a throw it on the wind. That was just romantic. Imagine that someone on the other side of the earth would find it... What else? I was thinking about writing a book... You know, so that It would be kind of security when I'll go bankrupt or something, then I'm gonna sell it and earn billions of course. But what it would be about? Hmmm... I'm thinking about some touching story of love or whatever... Damn, this is hard. Generally life is hard I think. Yeah, what do I know about it? Maybe you're right. I'm only thirteen, but would it be worst or now I'm just exaggerating? That's a hard question too. But if all of it wouldn't be hard would it still exist something like satisfaction? Not at all.



So here's a picture of cupcake. For me It's a symbol of optimistic approach to life. Cause it's pink, have heart and something sweet on it :D This is just what I'm really trying to do - become an optimist. But is it possible to be smart AND be an optimist? Imagine a situation like that- for example somebody is trying to jump between two hills, which are far from each other. From the beginning you know that "someone" is gonna kill itself. So now- would you be an optimist and say "He will make it for sure", but then you're wrong or be a realist and say "He will probably kill himself", be right, but not optimistic? Of course there's also a low of attraction, which says, that when a lot of people would think that he's gonna make it, it would be probably true.
And now tell me- what to believe?

Ok, so I'll put here some embarrassing photos of bill kaulitz, justin bieber etc. just to be prepared to change Caroline's background, when I'll be at her place. (buahahahahahahahaha) Here we go:




I know this is just awful but useful. Loooove you, Caroline!!!

Tralalalalalala

Today was really boring. REALLY boring. Although I noticed that a girl, who had a boyfriend and he broke up with her is now mad at him and he is VERY angry at her. So my question is WHY? The broke up wasn't really for a reason, I actually don't know why he broke up (by sms -_-) He wrote her some vulgarities and that this is over. Also I have heard that she's still in love with him! This is just craazy. So why were they even boyfriend and girlfriend? She asked him by the way. Maybe he didn't wanned to be her boyfriend and just tried to know what is like to have a girlfriend? And when he find out that this is just lame he broke up? But why the vulgarities? Why he was angry at her, not at himself? Why there's no such thing as frienship with your ex in this age? I mean that's why I think being somebody's girlfriend in this age is just stupid and complitely pointless. You would have a friend and now - you HATE him and he HATE you. Well maybe you are learning something? But what?
I HAVE NO IDEA.

Creepy things about P. E.

This day was really tiring. But we don't have P. E. at Wednesdays so it rewards everything. Physical contact should be illegal. I mean I don't really care about running, team games or gymnastics, but some games are just hideous! For example at our class camp we had a game, that at first we were selecting in pairs, then make a circle, so that one person of the pair was in the middle of the circle and another one had to jump on them pretending like they were horses and when they hear the whistle we had to run around the circle, reach our "horses", CAME UNDER THEIR LEGS and jump on them again. I think it's a privacy stab! "Sorry, but am I supposed to smell your penis or vagina???" PRETENDING TO BE A HORSE? REALLY? How old are we? Five? Generally I realized that teachers are treating us a like babies in such games! Another example - on some kind of a school party it was a game - sitting on balloons, so that they will explode. Which part of that game is funny??? What did the teachers thought, ha? "HAHAHAHAHA! THIS IS SOOO FUNNY! THEY WILL SIT ON THE BALLOONS AND THEY WILL POP! HAHAHAHA! POP! The children will probably love it!!!" You know, I'll understand if we would act like we like it, but the thing is -WE DON"T. We are actually not really interested. So why they keep doing such games? NO IDEA. Maybe they don't have ideas for another games? Or there are no ones in the Internet?Are they looking for them there? Maybe it's because some guys act naughty on the lessons? Like immature. Is it the synonym of being a baby? Do the teachers think it's like that? Maybe. Again to the "horse game" part. What is funny about touching each other? We are sweating like pigs, having tight outfits and look like a shit. Of course the other people really (seem to?) don't mind about it. Or are the faking, cause they see that other people have fun it this game and they are just BELIEVING that it's fun?

Are they ALL faking?

The future

I was quite busy, so I haven't write any posts in this week... As always I've changed my attitude imminently after the first week (3 days really). I feel a little bit better, cause I thought about school, classes, teachers and all this shit, that I forgot about 1 thing.
THESE ARE ONLY 3 YEARS!
So whatever will happen I'm gonna leave this school as everyone else. I realized, that everyone has to do the same thing before the real life - finish education. Of course there are exceptions, but they are only confirming the rule. So my question is - do we all have to finish school to become SOMEONE? And is it possible to be not like everyone else doing it? Look at this this way - if we graduate it means we all have the same knowledge. Do marks really matter? Although not for everyone this knowledge is easy to assimilate, so will they have problems at work in the future? Will we still be learning anything? Or is it possible to become a PERSON by friendships? Cause of course it's possible, but will we still feel that satisfaction, that we came through all of it on ourself? I think no. It's nice to say "Well, I worked hard and that's why I'm making billions now" and just be proud of yourself. So the 4 rules are:
1. Never follow the crowd. Choose your way. Who knows, maybe you'll be at the top before anybody?
2. NEVER pretend someone else. Be yourself in every situation! Believe you're just awesome!
3. Every time you wanna do something stupid (or "cool") think about your future, cause you might regret it someday.
4. BE OPTIMISTIC.

First weekend!

The school year is the one thing in the whole world that has as many good as bad sides... When you focus on those good you'll realize that it's really not that bad. Also it depends on how is your attitude. But so many people forgets about that school is a place when you have (almost) free study and really only you can decide what do you want to do with that. DO NOT forget that in every second of the lesson you can just leave! Of course you WILL suffer, but don't you think it's worth it? Because of the shock that I was when I came to school after vacations the first weekend was a huge relief... Also my dad really made me happy when he gave me this:



Buahahahahahaha!!!
This is CRAZY! You can snap with it ALL DAY! Imagine the conversation like this:
-Hey! What are you doing with this pen?
-O! SNAP Hey! SNAP I SNAP am SNAP just SNAP playing SNAP with SNAP this SNAP thing SNAP.
-Don't you think it's a little too loud?
-SNAP Noooo... SNAP Not SNAP really... SNAP
So anyway I'll have something to do on lessons...

And I get this too:



It's my new friend - a little monster to squeeze if you angry or just bored... It has a cross in the place that should be the penis. Think that means abstinence. And that is because the whole toy (so do the pen) is made by the "help" company which helps to fight with cigarettes and generally help teenagers.
Here is the link http://www.help-eu.com/
I don't know from where my dad got this, but I think I don't wanna know.

I got new friend and find the old ones. Today I came across my sisters old electronic organizer and remake it so it looks like this:


It's just cute. Think it's everything I wanned to share with you today...
OH! WAIT! THERE'S SOMETHING SPECIALLY FOR MY DEAR FRIEND CAROLINE:




Taaaadaaaaa! Ok, goodnight.

School is just fucked up.

As I'm going to school every freakin' day I realized a few things:
1. All the boys are very excited about going to school so they can show off all the time.
2. Girls tract school as a possibility to show how cool they are and possibility to meet some friends or find some.
3. Some teachers might be cool. REALLY.
4. Some people say that you don't pay for school. So what about the books?
5. Friend(s) in different classes are actually pretty good. At least as long as you can meet them at break or after school...
6. If you know something don't be scared to say it! EXCEPTION - If you' re not sure, but you think that the teacher is wrong, cause it's better to stay safe than to discredit... BUT if you' re sure - GO AHEAD!
7. It's better to drink while sitting than standing.
8. Shy girls aren't usually interesting.
9. As for homework - DO IT AS EARLY AS YOU CAN! The best right after you come back from school, cause your brain is still set on "thinking".
10. If there's a terrible quiet in the classroom after the teacher ask something and you know the answer for sure say it out loud with a "bored voice". You'll be just proud of yourself!

The 1st day of a nightmare.

So 2day was the big day. I'm wondering why does 1st of September is the 1st day of school. I mean why do we call it the 1st? It's only the beggining, there are no classes, just boredom standing up, and then in the class. There's no sing of school in the 1st day of school!
I promised some photos so here they are:

Yeaaa, right! These are sleep glasses handmade by me of course :D
The back:

And my cat smelling it:

Oh! And here's the best photo EVER:

Shiiiiit... So fuckin tired of school... Understand? The first (actual) day! School is just a fuckin' nightmare.

My wish list

WISH LIST

□ sew a dress

□ make a bag

■ burn a paper lantern and throw it into the sky
□ make some high-wasted pants
□ buy jazz oliver twist shoes
□ catch up with studying
□ get enough sleep

Cupcake evening!

DAMNIT!
Know that I'm writing about food so much already, but It's just one of the "Wonderness of life" that I want to share the world with! <----- better don't read this. It's a crap.
So 2 days ago I was cooking some cupcakes with my friend at her place. It was suuuper cute. The best thing about it was that the cupcakes looked just like at the photos that you see at night on the internet thinking "Oooooo shittt... I would totally eat a thousand of that..."
Anyway I cut out some prints of cupcake wrappers and put it on the cupcakes, so that it looks nice and sprinkle it with some colorful things. Sadly we had only 12, so it was 6 by 6, SO 2 for me 4 for my family... My dad took some photos thou, but I'll hafta feel the moment when he's on the computer. THIS IS HARD AS HELL. So don't expect those photos early :)
Also yesterday I was with Caroline at Baltic Gallery, to bought some things to school. Of course I took only the "Ed Hardy" ones, couse I just looooove that guy. Also I took some materials to do myself a cover for my phentagram mp4 player. It looks like this:



And the back:



Look's pretty cute, ha?


I used the word "cute" 2 times in this post. Am I sick?

Sushi day!!!

Today's dinner was sushi! I'm like in love with sushi! Just like my sister (she was first) I eat only the "un-fished" ones, but still it's the best thing in the whole wild world. Actually we're ordering together one set of vege-sushi so it looks like this:

Know what you're thinking- how can I say that I love sushi, ha? The thing is that I don't really know. I tried another ones, but nothing seemed to be as good as those with cucumber... Damn... I would hafta try some others! So my moral of the day is:
Classic is always the best.

Luck is for lucky ones

Buahahaahhaha
A few days ago I was feeding an abandoned cat and I found 6 vinyl records in the trash!
Gooooood I so wanned to have ones and hand them on my wall that I took them. It turned out that my sis more liked it so much that I gave her 5 of them, so I still got one... Ya know, it's even better that she took them, cause anyway I don't have any place to hang them so...
I read that It WAS French lessons records... I thought about nearly everything to do with this, then I realized how much I like cupcakes, so I tape cupcake into google and started to look for some good looking one. I thought about these:

This one is just too... empty.


In this I would have to probably blur the inscription "IStockPhoto"...

Then I saw this one and I just thought "This is the one"^^
So I blured the inscription so it looks like this:



Then I cut a circle from it and glue to the record so it looks like this:

It's pretty good <3

Wonderness of sitting home

So this post I'm gonna start with an "accident" that has happened while breakfast. So something about 2 p.m. (that's a beauty of vacations!)
Anyway I was pouring corn flakes to bowl and look!


This is the biggest corn flake EVER!
...really delicious of course.

Also, as always I watched my cat while washing itself (I don't know why I really really like to do this...) I realized that cats are really similar to people in someway.
For example Po was literally holding his leg! This cat can really do it without thumbs.


Hmmmm... Think it's time to buy all the things to school...
That means only one thing-
SCHOOL SHOPPING!!!
Hurray!
-said a freakin shopaholic :D

Back in Gdansk...

Since Saturday I'm home. Drinkin' like a billion cups of cappucino and watchin' sex and the city. Definetly don't wanna go to school! I took some photos... Here's one:



It should look like those old ones....
I did said something about a brilliant idea which I'm still working on so be patient!
Also I'm making a dress, but there's something wrong with my sewing machine, so i'm gonna try to fix it, i think...
O daaaaamn I hafta start preparing to school... Why doesn't vacation last longer, ha? Mr. President?
Ok, I'm starting to talk with no sense at all so....
Looooove :*

Buahahahahahaha

Somehow I'm just writing from my cousin^^
I really don't have anything to write... I'm sweating and dying cause it is SO HOT in here! Just like in HELL!!! Totally tired of it ;P GOD DAMN IT!
But the place is just great... We have a lake here but it's full of fuckin stupid teenagers! The sky is just wonderful and full of stars. I can even see the milky way!
Ooooo shit.... I'd totally eat like a billion of those candybars...
Yep, we are eating only healthy food so I want to eat chocotale like anyone else... Happily my sister let me buy some candys so it's not that bad :)
Anyway there's so much man riding on a bicycle shirtless that I can't even look through the window and not to see any! It's kinda awfull. Ya know, I'd understand if they'll have chest full of muscles but they are just fuckin kids!
I'm just hearing that my cousin is finishing her bath so I hafta end... I'll write then I'll be back in Gdansk... So prophably in this weekend...

Oh! And I have a brilliant idea of a photo so I really hope I'll get back soon to take it :D

Kisses ;*

Holidays...

Tomorrow I'm going on holidays at my grandma so probably I won't send any posts for about 2 weeks :(
Maybe I'll try to do it, but I don't guarantee anything :D
So just to make it up to you I'm sending this gorgeous photo:



My lips aren't really so big! :D

Looooove ;*

Promised photos

So as I said now I'm gonna put photos of thing that i don't really know how to call...
Here it is:



It's something that you put above your door. Ya know, just to look nice (at least in my case :D)

Hope you looove it<3

About me

Hello there, my name is Agnieszka Jaśkowska and this blog is just one of the ways I want to express myself as an artist, a blogger and most importantly - a human. I'm 15 years old and I live in Poland.

Why did I created this blog?
  Honestly, I don't quite remember, I think I just saw other people's ones and just thought it would be a cool thing to have it too - yes, jealousy is the key of being creative. So this should have be a blog about nothing, just a place to be bored in, maybe something more, starting 23rd of June 2012 I'm making this a place to show my art stuff, designs, all kinds of things that I've been doing since I remember, that I have never really showed in the Internet. Well, that's the plan, the reality can be different, we will see how this all is going to turn out :) I honestly can't wait!



Why am I not writing in Polish? 
  Well, for me it's kind of a embarrassing language, I would probably feel like a teen loser if I did. Also, the ability to communicate in English makes this blog an international place, which is kind of a goal for me. I aspecially want to hit the English-speaking world, because let's face it - you're cool. But I'm not forgetting about the Polish people, most of them should understand what I'm saying here, if you don't - you're probably too young... Let the fact that I don't know English perfectly don't make you wanna punch me in the face, the thing is that I'm trying, appreciate that :)


So I guess this is all you need to know, enjoy it.

My projects

I just wanna say- this blog would be about my passion called art so get ready for:
-mostly photos (photoshop is working on it too :D)
-clothes designed by myself (I'm sewing everything on my own^^)
-painting, drawings etc.
-other super-duper things
So that's it.

And here's something to make your day more wonderful...
Goooooooooood! Just listen to this gorgeous voice!

So! My first post^^

I have got to tell ya, I had an amazing white chocolate like 5 minutes ago.
But there was just a little thing that was really horrible about it - it's with licorice, that I'm not a fan of... And the great thing- it's "finest organic chocolate"- whatever that means I think it's healthy. So in someway I did something good today^^ Soooo proud of myself. It has a guitar on it what makes it more hmm... tasty! Think its Gibson SG... Hell right!

Here is a pic.


Glad my first post is about chocolate. Loooove.