we'll have 23 kids and a money tree

hey people ! long time no see



theres a couple things i want to tell you about as there was quite a lot of stuff on my mind. you know whats funny is that when i have no time for thinking it all kind of pops into my head.... that is one of the reasons i decided to write something here, im planning to buy myself a smaller laptop and i guess the ability to write here anywhere in the world will be helpful to make this place happy :)

well its the 3rd month of the school year, i really hate to say that but im seriously feeling like the routine has got me, so remember people, going to the same place for 2 months really makes you a zombie. so what i can say? - i have the ambition to pass this grade with the lowest scores possible in the subjects i have no interest in. thats it, i said it. any knowledge is valuable, im definitely the first person to tell you that but goosh seriously ? polish education system predicts such ridiculous things to be "the foundation of a subject", it really is pointless to learn stuff "by heart" only to pass the subject. of course not includind the point of passing it, which is quite helpful while trying get through the whole education thing... for me it would be just a dream to continue education with a subject 'failed', i mean in poland when you fail a subject you have to repeat a year untill you pass it. i would honestly be damn proud to say that i havent passed the first year of biology, chemistry or just anything i dont feel like learning and that i have NO idea about it. at least that would be the truth, and is it really so painful that you have no ability to go on with learning the interesting stuff ? im not saying im an adult or that im more mature than others to think that, its just what i can see throughout my mates, this aversion and a deepening lack of inspiration and an actual idea of 'what i want to do with my life?'. i think we all feel similar and we're unconsciously losing tons and tons of valuable thoughts and that really worries me ....

All in all ive been trying to figure out a way to earn money, which hasnt come to any results but im feeling im very close, this came of course to some thoughts which im delighted to present.

Well lets start from the fact, that the best way to be rich is to do something you like. In order to get money from that you need to do it very good, which means you have to take some time to perfect it. But first you need to know what you like to do, so you need to find it out. the easier way is to just try new stuff, and you wont manage to do that without being open to stuff.

BEING OPEN > FINDING WHAT YOU LIKE TO DO > BEING THE BEST AT IT > GETTING MONEY FOR IT > BEING RICH !

nice ha ?

The last thing im gonna tell you about today is death :))) well as you may know or not im not really a good christian, id even say im not a christian at all, so at my every step im not even hiding that i want to humiliate the christian society. why ? keine idea, maybe becaouse as far as i can remember ive always HATED everything connected to the church? well anyways the 1st of November has passed and i couldnt help myself not to think about the irony hidden in the ceremony of death (in christian sociely of course). lets start by just saying that when youre a good person, you are going to heaven after death right? the glorious, wonderfull rainbow-filled awesome place where youll spend your eternity after being a nice person in your life. well lets just skip any inaccuracies in thinking and lets just assume everyone who was good in life is loved by their family and the opposite - every bad person has no family love. so now, after a person dies, all the t r u e believers should be filled with joy thinking that their beloved is now going to a place way better than earth and spend eternity there. isnt that just soo god for her/him ? so now explain me this - why are people who define theirselves as christians crying at funerals and being like "omg poor thing" ? its just so unlogical, are they all so selfish they just wanted that person for theirselves and are just unhappy with the fact, that he/she is going to spend fucking forever jumping over rainbows having a better life than them a n d without them ? i think its kind of nearly a sin to be sad after someone dies (well, i dont but its not that unimaginable....) so to all the t r u e christians out there - dont be sad after someone died, he/she is having so much more fun than you are right now !

 
ok id write so much more but its fucking nearly 11 pm and i still have some stuff to do and wake up for school tomoro at 6.30 < 333

anyways, have a great day and night people
byyeee

forgive us for what we have done, we're young

heyy people !
it's been a while, i have to say. a couple months is nearly a lifetime, all this time I've been adding some photos on my instagram and generaly been internet active. my life didn't stop, so here's basically what's been going on here:

so yeah - food, being crazy and my happy face ...
what happened? - I got into my dream school, I passed FCE with an A , got addicted to thrift shopping, started running regularly, staffed my face with sushi almost every week... it's been a  pretty great time while I was gone :)

I just had an amazing yet creative day by my sewing machine, just gone wild today ! there's something coming for this blog and I can't wait to share it with you, my fabulous readers :)

so stay in touch and be ready for something gorgeous :D

peace <3 nbsp="">

trying hard not to get into trouble as I have one in my mind

heeyyy everyone! again, ages since my last visit, sorry about that

well, the atmosphere is getting tense, as there are only 2 more weeks to learn before the exams that will decide about our future. actually, I think the universe knows exactly what are we gonna do in the future and whatever we do now it is all planned ahead, little philosophy for today...

anyways, this friday I got a new phone, which I was super dooper excited about, for its size, functions and everything it was really cheap and since it has such a big screen, now whenever I look at some of my friend's phones I'm like 'how can they fucking see those little letters and hit those little points, just ridiculous' I'm too lazy to take a photo, but here's the official photo of it:

the best thing eveerrr (white because imma white trash :D)

so because now i have an android on my phone, I can have a thing I always dreamed of - INSTAGRAAAM

follow me fellas

what else's in my life? Im taking FCE exam next month, scared shitless.

hmmmmm a few days ago I finally bought myself some gold chains from our local mechanic (? i guess) store and it's unbelievable how stuff can lose it's price while used to something else than it was meant to. I bought so far 2 metres for a price of about 5 dallas, which in jewelry world is just a miracle. of course I already made 2 bracelets, you'll see it on my instagram shortly as my camera died.

well, I should better get to work or I'm gonna end up in a hair stylizing school :D

c uuuu

i'm letting go of the thoughts that do not make me strong

heeyyy wierdos

just a life update, i know i've been everywhere but not here for the past couple weeks, but hell, i have had sooo much work to do, I haven't done anything creative in a visible way in all this time. I started working out everyday to get a good looking stomach on the summer time.

you know, I'm working out 20 minutes everyday for a week and my stomach looks a lot lot better in such a short time. now think about PE lessons, with such an amount of time 4 days a week they should have made me a fucking muscular athlete in these last 9 years. instead we're all having just enough exercise not to be physically disabled. god i hate school.

anyways, I have a photo here for you from a couple days back when my mom made an apple pie:

today I've been in all places possible in our neighborhood, I was hanging out with people I don't know, and all this I was thinking to be a 15 minute walk, it was like 3 hour walk.....

 I have just no idea what to do with my mind, so a few minutes ago I made this:

I saw a similar one on weheartit and thought it would be cool to have it.

now I'm eating all kinds of candies, chillaxin in my room and watching '17 Again' on tv. quite a childish but a positive, mind-freeing comedy.

ok, I guess that's all for this boring note, god bless you for this easter time and eat until you throw up
byyeeeeeee

if we're drinking then i'm buying

hello, quite a while here
the days are kinda awesome at school, the season for open high school days has started and everyone is rushing to visit everywhere they want to get in, just a horrible mess. I'm totally lost if it's about schools, i have no idea what the hell I'm gonna do this year :D

today I was working my ass off for an hour to make this little cutie, of course the base is from secondhand shop :)

nice ha? the pearls and brads taken from a 25 cent corset, this shirt was like fucking 1 dollar :D

I recently bought a little envelope bag from the net for a ridiculous price and just want to share with you how i roll it:

guess where did i get this sweater? hahaha fuck I'm poor

anyways, the weather is crazyyy, one time it's super sunny and cool and then the wind just fucks up everything and its freezing cold, so my thing that everyone knows about me is that I carrymy sunglasses everywhere with me, in case of sun appearing. 

a pic from the school front, taken after classes by my dear friend Agata <3 br="">it says 'bitch im fabulous' and is my profile facebook pic

finally! i added something here!

goodnight my fellas!!!

tell them all I know now

hello
well the sweet lazy weekend is slowly going away,
yes, as usual I had to do some productive stuff and ended up on doing nothing.

so a very short, exact update here.

so last this morning I was busy taking photos of a corset I'm trying to sell and my goal is to trick people as far as I can to make than think it's something worth their money muahahaha, evil me :)

its really cool but too big for me, actually I'm thinking of giving this photo as a cover for my auction, but I'm not sure isn't it too hipster....

yesterday evening I was so bored and looking for something interesting to do I took a wire and desided to make some rings with it, I already did some but I lost all of them.... anyways, here's one for my pinky

super easy to do, and it's kind of unusual to see a ring on this finger, in the middle of it.

also, I have some studs left from my shoe experiment (which is brilliant, I keep wearing those shoes), so I made this ring and I think it rockss

a post ago I told you about this piece of clothing I bough for less than a dollar and I plan to re-sew it and change it into a smart shirt, so this here is just the photo before:

hahahaha this is the best thing I ever wore, thank god it's now all ripped apart, waiting for a renovation.

that's it for today, have fun and don't forget to spend the rest of this weekend the best as you can :)
byeeeee

all the night's magic seems to whisper and hush

heyy guyzzz
today was the first day of 3 day church lessons, it was lame as hell, church people are fucked up. I seriously can't even say a decent word about them, just pissing off. unfortunately, this year I'm being reborn as a  christian and having a whole weird ceremony and I have to collect signatures confirming I've been a good christian. there's nothing better than a great amount of trust, ha? anyways, because of that I'm wondering whether to go tomorrow...
on some other news, my dear friends were here today to drink a cup of tea, it was fun, they took my camera and started posing with everything I had in my room.... I promised to put out sth they created here.

 

 yes, photoshopped to death

and for a nice change here's me with my tea <3 p="">

yesterday was just plenty of fun, we celebrated the birthday of 3 of my friends, by the end of a whole day fun my stomach was hurting from laughter. you know how jokes are a little different kind in every group of people you hang out with, this one is making irony the way of living and classic jokes about people, as we know each other bizilion years. there was too much food for 6 people to handle, so today I'm vomiting. 

on Saturday i was again in a cheap clothes paradise, I bought some cool stuff, one of them was a onesie looking wavy fabric thing, size 42. I cut off the bottom leaving a cute, oversized summer dress.

that reminds me, I have to do something with all the previous hunted clothes. god, when I look at other people wardrobes I come to a conclusion I have to get rid of half of mine...

now I'm watching Avatar (for the first time lol), quite cool, definitely would be better in a cinema, the colors are just incredible.

gosh, I still can't stop listening to this, the lyrics have something in them

also, a great chillax song I saw at the grammys

ok, off to create
byeeeeeee

this is just a journey, drop your worries

heyy, ages since my last visit
the last couple days I have literally no space in time to even breath, today I'm delighted to have free time from 7 pm, what a wonderful day today was....

so I'll just start off by saying that one of my friends had her birthday some time ago and she asked me to make a little notebook, like the one I made for 'things to be happy about in 2013'.











speaking of birthdays, theres a party on sunday for 3 people and I still got nothing for non of them, this is going to be a catastrophe if I don't find anything by saturday.... and the worst thing is that those people are so weird and different that I seriously don't even imagine a present for them....

now you see all of those studded stuff everywhere, actually it's common to put studs on E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G, so I'm not going to be the black sheep in this trend, I was really into it from the beginning, but now that I have all my supplies I can do sth bout it. and no, I'm too hipster to buy studded things, I'm making them :) so anyways, I present to you my wierd-o studded sneakers







creating of those was uber cheap and it's just something that gives that little spark to your outfit.

yeaterday I visited my oldest friend - a secondhand store and I bought a couple things perfect for making over. a black kinda sheer top with a cute collar and detailed button area; black sweater with a cool texture to it, very chanely; a big sweater by a good brand, very warm and soft fabric. I'm sure you'll see it soon here :)

now I'm chilling, taking advantage of a spare evening, gonna go watch how I met your mother.

luv ya all, cuuu

we'll watch the world from above

hello

yep, just reminding everyone I'm still alive, i have my winter break till the 24th, so I'm just enjoying the freedom of my mind in these last days. I've gone to play pool today and it was a great fun, the actual play is really relaxing, easy and pleasant. love the atmosphere and the whole looking bad-assy.

we had a new shop opened in our neighborhood, you can find all sorts of deco and art stuff, I'm super glad it is there, I haven't seen such a huge stamping section anywhere and earlier to get anything I had to travel by bus like 20 minutes, which really unmotivated me and made everything so loooong.I'll have to grab some money and go buy the whole fucking store, it's gonna be a good day :)

on some other news, I was thinking to start selling all the stuff I make, maybe some old (but new) clothes, handmade things. maybe I'll start a new blog stylized to be a little shop of mine, we'll see. 

I can't really think of anything else to write here, so I guess have a nice week and see you soon!

cuz all you wanted to do was dance

hi
look what came in today in the mail! *.*

coooo fucking awesome and kawaii :3
there will be a day when I'll post here all of my postcards from postcrossing and show you how cool I am.
I have an odd nail art on today, it all started when i decided to have an inverse french manicure with a marker, then I put some top coat over it and it just washed out the black marker and created this crazy look. kinda cool thou

haha you can see my pen tattoo here, so harcore

just some other thing I wanted to show you, a couple days ago I made a corset kinda thing and I have no idea what to do with it, I planned on having some crinkled strips of fabric all along it, but with the all sewing lines it looks stupid.

I know the photos are retarded, it was dark okkkkk?

you know how I got all of those studs? well, gok wan had given me an amazing idea of studding the X corners of quilted 'leather' and I happened to have one from my sister's old bag. it looks marvelous, but I'm not sure what to do with it yet....

anyways, here you have a mustache air freshener for a nice end

got it for my name day ^^

ok byeeeeeeee

so grab someone hot, and if you're not it doesn't matter

heloooo my friends

I realized it's like a tousand years since the premiere of the latest twilight and it's not on torrentz yet.... that sucks...

haha I started watching gossip girl again from the first season, chicking up if the whole Dan gossip girl story fills up, well things start to get clear when you already know and everything fits so far.

on some other news, my studs are just to awesome to exist, I keep wondering what to stud, I don't want to ruin any of my clothes, but to create sth gorgeous. btw. (haha by the way of "gorgeous") Gok Wan is absolutely amazing, he is for sure in my top 3 inspiring people, next to Jason Mraz of course. I've been watching some parts of his show in where he is competing with this old lady, a battle of designer vs usual clothes, just a mine of brilliant fashion ideas.

today has passed so quickly, it's crazy how I can't even make a tea thesedays.

 

so here are the wonderful studs, there are 7 kinds of them 

ok so I made 2 awesome things with them today:

saw these in H&M, right? well, I made one bizilion times cheaper, although it took ages for me to find an elastic to put in the center....

and my super awesome collar :

vampire stylleee

motha fuckin PEACE!

don't let anybody know that it's hard to live in the city

heyy

just a quick update here, yes I'm still alive and I've been feeling wonderfully for the passed couple days. I just was busy and couldn't find time to do something craftastic, so sorry for that.

today has been absolutely wonderful, I found out my package with like a 10000000000000 studs arrived and I can finally stud every piece of clothing I own :) and the second great part is my inverse ombre hair, I'm naturally blond, so I just had my ends died brown. it's not that dramatic, but it's still something and it makes my hair look a little more 'done' if you know what I mean.

dark ends and studded (already!) top

I had to give my camera back, cuz it was kind of borrowed and so I'll have to find an alternative for tkaking photos and preventing them from looking like this... :D took with my phone LOL

WE HAVE NO WATER IN THE SINKS so I have no idea what I'm gonna wash up with.........

anyways, have a great day, I'll try to post something cool in here as the weekend is coming, take care

buried myself alive

heyy quite a long break


i'll just start off by saying i bought myself the most wonderful thing in the world, a pearl collar

I bought it from a friend, who got it from her mother and honestly, it looks pretty much like it was handmade, I guess it would be nothing to make a thing like this, but oh the prices of pearls these days, it would cost me 10000 times more.

a new trend including putting some embellishments on the shoulders is just spreading all over my school and I love it. although I don't own any spiked sweater, it's just because I haven't found any cheap studs on the net, so I could buy them half free and laugh into people's faces. I found sth really cute, I was inspired by a new collection of Forever21 store, which we don't have in Poland, but since I'm a fan of youtube beauty gurus, I'm pretty aware of what's going on there.

omg, those photos are depressing
have you heard that yesterday was the most depressing day of the whole year according to some science people? it's crazy cuz I found out in the evening and my day was just really sleepy and I was even questioning myself am I sick of feeling like a shit.

I forgot about all the new year's resolutions complitely

 

indeed inspiring

I tried this cool nail art, with matte nails and only shiny french tip and it looked amazing!

lately I'm all into tattoos, I even draw some on myself with a permanent black pen and it looks like real ones.
so of course I had to learn how to write in this cool, gangsta style, usually used on people's fingers.

so this is how a 25 cent plain white tshirt turned into this cool, hipster styled. I cut off the sleeves, head hole and made the bottom long on the back and little shorter on the front, so it's awesooome now, this photo is taken before all the cutting.

and to end amazingly, my fluffy cat feeling great in the warmth of the heater.

cute, ha?

oh Mr. Pitiful, who let you down?

heeyyyyy

I just want to start by telling you I had an amazing cupcake today

really small as you may see with my finger, cute.

so yesterday was a fun day, I went to a New Year's eve theater show and I was just looking so elegant and glam (old lady style) I just  had to take a photo:

what you are seeing here is a warm sweater dress with a fur collar,  it worked perfectly for the red nailz, pearl jewelry and a (quite messy) bun. seriously, I was looking so high class I was laughing to myself in the mirror :D

the show was really nice ,they sang some classic songs from Chicago, songs of Abba, they were men dressed as women on the stage, that one is my favorite.

just my cat, cute as hell :)

So the 2013 has begun and I did some steps to make this year positive, reckless and productive. I made a jar which says "joys of 2013" to put al the great memories in there on pieces of paper folded into stars, once this year will be over, I'll unfold everything and know how big this year was to me.

and btw I ordered a REAL glow-in-the-dark paint, it should arrive this week :)

other thing, I saw it on pinterest a couple of days ago, a notebook to write all the things to be grateful for this year:

I haven't written anything in there lolz

OMG yesterday I saw the most wonderful, chillaxing, inspiring and positive movie ever. The History Boys, it's boring to see with your friends to have fun, it's perfect for tired evening with a cup of tea. just fell in love with it, just amazing how those strict, gentelmanly times can make you want to live in those times.

the whole movie was just filled with thoughtful,smart quotes and gave a lot to think about, you could obviously see that the scenario was really polished, what made the dialogs smooth and smart. sometimes I had to pause the movie to understand what they are talking about. also it was full of poetry and oldschool songs.

in one word, a very very very valuable movie :)

I forgot to mention it was manly about being gay :)

that's it for today, byeeeee