Santa Claus is coming to toooown!

Yep.... so first of all - sorry for not writing for like... forever :D

Second of all - Merry Christmas!!!! I've worked my ass out making 20 xmas cards to send to the nearest family and friends. I got some gorgeous papers (they were actually special scrapbook papers), spent hours ang hours on watching youtube videos,whcich really helped me to get as pretty cards as they turned out to be. I'm really really happy with them, hope everyone enjoyed it :) It was the main reason some people probably thought i'm dead...

Xmas is as always awesome! Totally loved the presents, family atmosphere, school-free days, everything! Well, it's not over yet, so i can only hope it'll get more and more wonderful.
A couple of days ago i created a list of things to do, related to xmas. so now i'm just gonna sum it up:

♥ bake ginger cookies - done
♥ bake ginger cake - i've made a ginger house, let's say it's done
♥ make Christmas ornaments and enjoy decorating Christmas tree with my sis playing some seasonal music - dooonee
♥ find the best presents for everyone - yeaa, my sis was doing this
♥ wrap it the most beautiful i can - done
♥ make Christmas cards and send it -doooneeeee
♥ make Christmas jewelry for my lil' business - noo time, done parts of t, but nothing with it
♥ decorate my room with colorful lightings - it was decorated since last year, so done
♥ make little gifts for my friends they all got cards, some of them bigger presents, doooneeee
♥ change my phone and PC wallpapers into christmasy - uuuuhhm, not all of them, but dome
♥ dress super warm - oooh yeaaa :3
♥ listen to loooots of Christmas songs - yep, dome
♥ watch Christmas movies i'm going to go to the cinema to see "New Year's Eve" 
♥ ice - skate - nope, maybe later...
♥ be happy! - ooohhh yeaaaaa

 So all in all i've done mostly everything.... 

 ♥ Happy Holidays! ♥

we will all lose in the end

Well hello there.
After a really lazy Saturday i'm relaxing in my bed, trying to think of a thing i can do tomorrow (actually today) ... You know, that's the lame thing about weekends, we wait for it 5 days and when it's finally here we got nothing to do with it. This week it's going to be 4 days of waiting only. Cuz there's 11th of November, i seriously donno what this date means or why is it free, but i'm happy to know it's a 3-day weekend coming :)
So did you know that today some kind of a hacker group was suppoused to end the life of facebook? As it turned out it's a one big crap. But there's one more thing about deleting facebook. Mark Zuckerberg himself told some time ago that he is going to delete facebook cuz he can't handle it.
Hmmmm i gotta go to a second hand shop finally, but it's Sunday tomorrow so everything is closed ... Besides i'm usually going on Wensday cuz the prices are insredibly low. Like a 25 cents for everything. So it's a nice thing if you go to a second hand shop only for fabrics. Most of the people don't even consider buing sth if you don't like how it looks generaly. Well, wheb you buy something not only the sewing counts. Fabric, sewing and quality are the main things you should look at while thinking of taking sth home. That,s why on the middle of the week people stare weirdly into my heavily filled basket wondering why am i buing XXL sized things. Oh, right. The size also counts. But if i take sth little made out of a nice fabric i can always make it a purse or some kond of a jelerly, accesories. I think i will go there on Monday for sth actually to wear and on Wensday to continue my sewing passion. Still no plans for tomorrow. Byyyyeeee

today is the first day of the rest of your life

So today was kind of sad... i haven't done anything useful or creative.... just sat in front of the computer screen all dayyyy..... I have to find a hobby... wait, i already got like a tousand of them. a sport! hmmm but winter is coming and all the winter sports are expensive and i don't have the right comditions here. or maybe? ice skating should be fun. and my mom is probably gonna get free tickets for the ice rink that's near by....
You know what? Recently i discovered i'm getting bored with people and i just need to know better those, who i haven't done mostly anything with. Like i went to this party i told you about (which turned out to be a complete disaster btw, but about that later) and i haven't spoke a word to the ones i've been in class with for 7 years. I talked a lot with the girls i actually know since last year.
Ok so the party was just a proof of immaturity and bleakness of the people surrouding me. It really was a catastrophe, i won't give you the details, cuz i've told this story like a tousands of times... Happily I slep though the whole party, while other was sitting in silence or arguing :] Niiiceee.... But because of this party i found out who has brown up, and who hasn't. It was a funny thing to see actually... the contrast between how i party with my cousins and how i party with my classmates.... You know my theory about age being only a stereotype? Cuz the only thing that age is, was and always will be, is just a list of things, which a person should be like, do or be interested in. Just a stereotype, which isn't always true.

I watched a looots of episodes of How I Met Your Mother lately and i realized that these people are best friends and they all met in college. That means i have the whole life before me!

For the tousandth time - I WANT CHRISTMAS!!!!







Byyyeeeeee! :]

you may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one

Well hello there!

It's technically halloween today (and Frankie Iero birthday, i'll just never forget! happy b-day, you changed my childhood :) )  and i haven't done anything halloweeny, but actually i'm not sad, cuz i don't really like halloween, i mean, of course i like it, but there's nothing so special about it like it's about Christmas for example. I have been to my cousins, aunt, uncle and grandma, which was the best possible way of spending this day ;*

As the days pass i realize more and more how much i wish it would be Christmas already!
So i remember how every year i want it sooo badly and when it's finally here i'm not doing anything christmasy or just not feeling like something i've been waiting for is here.... This year i made a special list of things to do in Christmas or before Christmas, here it is:

♥ bake ginger cookies
♥ bake ginger cake
♥ make Christmas ornaments and enjoy decorating Christmas tree with my sis playing some seasonal music
♥ find the best presents for everyone
♥ wrap it the most beautiful i can
♥ make Christmas cards and send it
♥ make Christmas jewelry for my lil' business
♥ decorate my room with colorful lightings
♥ make little gifts for my friends
♥ change my phone and PC wallpapers into christmasy
♥ dress super warm
♥ listen to loooots of Christmas songs
♥ watch Christmas movies
♥ ice - skate
♥ be happy!

:3

Ok, i'm going to fall asleep sitting for a sec so
GOODNIGHT!

i'm just playing

it's sooooo coold everywhere.... and i'm not feeling so good.... ;///

So i continued reading Salvador's Dali journal and it's just amazing, intelignt, smooth to read and i think it's the first book that really made me wanna read it more and more. it's kinda aberrant and psycho in a bad way, it describes what Salvador loved so much, he drooled when he did it. I like the honesty and fun way of writing.

Yesterday i spend doing nothing in my house... it WAS kind of nice but it makes me feel like shit. So today i'm planning to go somewhere.... Donno yet where (oh, right - church), but i just can't do nothing all dayyyy!

Hmmmm... there's a halloween partyat my friend's and i'm really looking forward to going there, cuz all of my classmates will be there and we will watch all 3 parts of paranormal activity :) I'm gonna make some cte little chocolate muffins :3 it's a sleep over so i'm gonna take my own blanket and pillow and just fall asleep somewhere on the floor :D

Oh i forgot to tell ya, i sewed my very first skirt! it's absolutely fantastic, cuz of the fabric my mom gave me. it wasn't really hard to sew though.... someday im gonna definitely send some photos here.....

fuuuuuuuck, i gotta go to church, so see yaaa <3







I wannaaaaaa <3

there's no need to poison you

I'm BACK!
I'm coming back to writing this blog regularly.

So, yeaaa weekend finally came... after the whole week of cheating at exams, Math-free Thursday, delicous dinners, fighting with loots of teachers and counting the time of lesson left..... Ahh... i'm gonna miss it :3

Readin' Salvador Dali's journals and understanding how genius and crazy he was. I'm only at the begginning, but this is one of those small number of books i actually wanna keep reading.... From the library i also got the best stories of Stephen King, which i'm a little scared to read....

I bought myself a gorgeous dark blue coat, just a classy one, the exact same i wanted :)) and a cute grey winter hat with a huge pompom :3 oh and a pair of grey gloves just to match the hat :))) goooosh, i looove shopping! <3

Aaaaa I want winter alreadyyyy!

Here's whyy:
-snow
-the sound of walking in snow
-hot chocolate/ coffie / tea
-short days, romantic evenings
-everyone looking pretty covered in snow
-pink cheeks
-Peorge with longer and thinner hair (more fluffy)
-the whole climate of winter
-Christmas - delicous food, presents giving and getting, tree decoring, everything!
-holidayyyy
-saying 'cold as hell, ha?' instead of hello
-snowmans
-hot cookies
-kinds playing outside
-the fact i can't open my window, cuz there's too much snow outside

Ok, take it easy it's only 2 months left ......

I'm soooooooo into How I Met Your Mother right now, like avery time i have time, i just watch an episode :)







Byyee ;**

Show them all your not the ordinary type

Hello to you all...
I'm writing to you from bed so i'm all like warm and nice :3 peorge (my lovely cat) just walked into the room ...
I'm kinda disapointed by the fact tomorrow is Monday :( but weekend must come sometime anyway, right? Damn... I have to make some money to uy myself some new shoes :] yeaa, that's the way i'm gonna spend the money, i made in this month. cuz my friend has this beautiful shoes i've been looking for this whole time and i totally want them! They will match my new coat, i haven't found yet... Gosh, i looked everywhere to find this perfect coat, actually found one in zara but it costed like a bizilon dollars, so i don't think it's worth it... Cuz my perfect coat is dark blue and has gold, kinda sailor's buttons <3
Ok, ya know what, my finders start to hurt me so i just wish you a good night and see you guys later. Byeee! :*

we're getting down till the sun's coming out

Hello to everyone looking for a place to hide and have a while to face their problems completely on their own....

I'm just tired of this whole "people caring about your problems" thing. Ahh i wanna have my own apartment....

So I finally started to notice how pathological my school is. Seriously, sometimes i just wanna slap some people right in their ugly face.... There's this just awful guy that hang around with all the sluts from our school and i don't really know him, but my mind is just tellin me to dislike him. Just when i see his face i'm wondering how would it be to see him dying. Really. The other thing that's bothering me is the fact that they are not letting us out of school during breaks. Gooosh, who cares are we in class or not? Like it's their problem if we're learning or not. Fuck, there's just no self- care anymore. Or teachers who doesn't accept when kids are reading a book or doing sth in their mobile at the lesson. Who cares as long as they are not disturbing anyone from learning or the teacher from speaking. The teachers do accept when people are talking and not letting anyone listen to the teacher, cuz he is too busy telling them to be quiet. This shit is soooo fucked up. I really would like it to be like in university. Like you are the only one who cares about your grades or what you're going to remember from the lesson. You're taking notes or you're fucked. You're attending the class or you're fucked. Everything depends only on you and your attitude.

People just forget about what is school meant to be for.

Ahhh the new Gossip Girl episodes are finally out!!!! luve them <3

I gotta buy myself a new coat :) can't wait!

I'm wondering which colour would be the most vintage <3 But olso i want it to match a lot of things i have... i guess really dark blue would be the best ;)

Totally want it!!!!!

OMFG tomorro is SUSHI day! Aaaaaaah how tastyyy ^^

So there's something like a 8th grade project that all of the students have to do in groups. I'm a part of 2 groups and I'm pretty excited about one of them, the other is going to be a huuuge disaster :D So it's about science and it's misterys, which is sooo cool and the people i'm working with are just soo full of ideas and just want to work, not like the other group -.-

I've just made some chocolate muffins :3 yummmyyyy

Have you realized how beautiful Autumn is? All the leaves, umbrellas, everything !!!






Ahh i want winter already!

And a cool song at the end:

Byyeeee
luv ya all ;***

Hollywood is dead

Hahah it's the second post today :)
It's just i was send to bed this early by my parents cuz of the whole school waking up thing and i really don't even consider sleeping right now... Probably just gonna stand up as soon as they will be asleep and finish watching gossip girl :D ahh i'm just wondering how my life will turn out to be after finishing gimnazjum... Cuz i've found this school i wanna go to and it will be just fantastic! It's in a different town i live in which means i will have to travel by train :) haven't told you the best part - the school is like 10 feet from Lola's cupcakes which is the very first cupcake company in Trojmiasto AND Hashi Sushi which is the best sushi company in Trojmiasto! *.* it will be just dreamy to go to school there!

You know what are my the most hidden dreams? To win a lottery of find a way to earn a lot of money and just go ahead and buy an apartment away from this parental crap, controling everything i do and all of this shit... Yeah i know it's nearly impossible and if i told it to any adult she/he would probably laugh at me and tell me that their dream were exactly the same, but i'm a believer! "you may say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one" .
Aaah Niedzwiednik looks sooo beautiful at night ;) like every place i've been to. Sometimes i wish someday i could have walks at night with my husband and don't care about tomorrow. Just have the ability to say "i'm happy" .

You know how people say money won't make you happy? Well, i did some thinkings lately and i think that money is a total basic if it's about happiness. Cuz there's nothing and i mean NOTHING i'm doing now that is not helping me find a way tl get money in the future and live wealthy. For example going to school is the only thing we really must do to not break the law. For what? Education to be specialozed in sth that we will do to GET MONEY. Now i'm writing this post cuz i wanna be better at writing and maybe someday my blog would have so high stats i'll actually get some profits from writing it. See?

it just wasn't the first thing universe wanned to do with me

Hello there

I'll start by saying that i need cash! NOW! In order to have it, I have a list of things to do:
1. Sell some stuff (shoes i've never wore, watches etc)
2. Finally take care of my lil' business
3. Go out with a huge board and sell my earrings somewhere near the sea :3
4. Put some commercials on this blog and earn like 1 dollar per month :D
5. Become a AVON consultant !

Hmmm quite easy to do.... I just gotta handle some stuff and everything will be wonderful!

I was thinking of tuxedos lately... Why all man won't be just like Barney Stinson? Don't they think suits are just better than being like Justin Bieber? Cuz i can quarantee they are. Ok, maybe they are uncomfortable, but they way guys look like in them *.* totally worth it.


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Ahhhh just too fucking hottt!

So the autumn is here! Yaaay the falling yellow leaves, scarfs, rainy days, rubber boots, jackets, sweaters and umbrellas ♥ love it



I started to regularly visit second hand shops looking for fabrics to sew with and i gotta tell ya - it's a sea of beatiful fabrics out there! Now i'm all vintage and everything and the fabrics just fits perfectly! For example i found a creamy, half translucent fabric and made a flower ball ring from it and it's absolutely fantastic ♥

I bought a gorgeous bag in 'I am ' with flowers on it   and all the locks dont work anymore ;(( I have to go to a tailor to fix that... Hope it won't cost a lot....

hmm what else? I donno what to do with my hair anymore -.- They are wavy as hell, the bang is weardly twisting, all of the edges are doubled up.... fuck, i shouldn't have gone to a hairstylist after all... But, think positive they will grow back :) Goooosh i just can't wait to paint them all blue for the winter break ! ♥ I DID wanned to paint only the enges but as soon as i saw this photo

I changed my mind. Isn't it just soo cute? I just gotta buy myself a cheap hair straightener and everything hill be good :D





Aaaa i just reminded myself the new episode of Gossip Girl is out! gotta go!

don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head

Wat up?


Hahahaha i'm doing this again, sorry ;* it's just i've been really busy handling the bisness ang everything. My birthday was really cool, i got some wonderful gifts, that im really thankful for :) I have my birthday party in a week, looove the preparation, invitings, decorations, catering, everything!

I bought myself an ELLE magazine again and it's absolutely fantastic! Looove all the sessions, thin models, shoes, perfect hair and the most important - clothes. I wanna buy myself a new coat, maybe some crazy colour, buttons, collar, all that... Blair Woldorf's jacket is just my dream come true, the wholes for arms are just so gorgeous... and the colour, omg....

Aaaaa! i have just found out i won in a lottery!!! i'm soo excited, cuz i tried this new kind, that no one really plays, cuz they say the prizes aren't high enough and everything and i fuckin won! and the price is like doubled up ;P  Shit, playing is really worth the money.... soon im gonna become a millioner and nothing can stop me!  The first thing after winning this kind of money would be going to the mall and spending just a little tiny bit of it...like a tousand :D

hmmm what else?
I don't really feel like i go to school again... like, i don't feel involved... at evenings i remind myself of the fact i have to do my homework and everything for school 2morro... that's weird, but quite nice, im not stressed at all and i dont keep thinking about it all the time....

I opened a site on facebook, that represents my little cake passion:
CLICK <--- like me :3

Ok, there's nothing else I can say  (eeey eeeeey eeeey :D)

Adele is really nice person to get inspiration from. The fact is she's fat, but she's now making a huge career by only singing, she's not some another scandalist like lady gaga or sth.


Awww how cute :3


positive power!


so beautiful im gonna throw up *.*

Have a really really good night :)

hey, you. so you never really found your way?

Hey :3

It's been a while since my last visit here....as they say the war has begun :D
Yep, i'm talking about everyone is talking right now - the beginning of the school year. You may say im crazy, but i dont actually think school is something bad. Sure, it's sometimes brutal or unfair, but it's a institution not only to learn. it's been made to help you comunicate with people, cheat, handle some stuff, just to let you understand that life can be a real bitch sometimes and not everythink is so easy. I do hate school, but without it we wouldn't appreciate our free time :] I was trying not to really involve my personal life into school life and treat school as some kind of a job. Actually it is that way, because i come back from school usually at 3 <+ homework>, which gives me as much time as i would have had if i just woke up at 3 (i do btw).


Shit, i need some cash.... i gotta take care of my little bisness finally... I was doing sth, but it all just disapeared as soon as some people heard about it.... Now i think im gonna make a little art weekend and sacrifice these 2 wonderful days to just make a loooooot of oreos, cakes, roses, croissants and other cool shit... I want money :D

I found a perfect school for me, but that's a 4 years lasting one, so all of my friends will be going to a univercity and i'll be fucked for a year :D naaaa, kidding, i'd loooove it there <3

2day was the first day of learning.... What i learned from my crazy physical education teacher? That if i don't exercise on her classes, i won't be able to have a child, cuz i won't handle a baby in my belly. How fuckin' sick is that??

I decided to play the lottery 3 times a week, so as often as it is. When i'll win this million of dollars, im going to buy everything i want! but first i'm going to put it into the bank and find a way not to be eaten by the taxes and kinda grow it by the time i'll be 18 and have all rights to it.

Also, i realized how super dooper are nail stuff from essence :D totally gonna have them all....




OMFG totally luv her voice <3


I wanna!

Bye bye! ;*

you can sit beside me when the world comes down

Hello, how are you?

It's just unbelievable that it's only 7 days of freedom left... I'm jealous of people who go to university now.... they have 37 days.... But whatevs, i'm gonna survive those 9 months and it would be summer again :D

So now i have to think about my school egiupment ... I want all of my notebooks be just white and i'll put some 'Tattoo Fest' stickers on them.... so rock 'n' roll :D

I've read like a half of my asirtevness book and i realized i don't need the rest.... Its all for pussys about fears, obstacles and 'how to not get angry' stuff... now i'll start reading 'power of the subconscious' ^^ it's a kind of new age crap, which i really like cuz of the movie 'the secret'... i've read it before, only a little bit, but i can tell it has a lots of stories about how thinking of something made it actually happen.... I  remember one of them. So there was a father and his daughter with cancer. He always told that he'd sacrifice his right hand, to make his daughter healthy. So one day he lost his hand in a car accident and his daughter magicly recovered. Just unbelievable... 
I watched a couple of movies lately... The Shawshank Redemption was just amazing. You all gotta see it, touching as hell.... hmmm Suicide Room, also really touching and it was one of those good polish movies, that are so rare right now... I noticed how weak and just lame someone has to be to actuallt comit suicide.It's just the dumbest thing to do in a tuff situation. You have a chance to start a better life, cuz you have nothing to lose and you choose death. It doesn't make sense to me.

Just a song from the movie 'Burlesque', it stucked in my mind.


I'm just starving, but im making room in my stomach for SUSHI ♥♥♥
Did i ever mentioned i fuckin' love sushi? I can't wait, my bro is coming for diner and my parents are ordering this fantastic Japanese food.... 



so true :D


 
♥(i want the new season ;/)


OMFG i want this fuckin' jacket!!!

See you in a better world :)

well hello mister fancy pants!

What a relief.... checking facebook and everything after a nice day of shopping and havin' fun with my bro.... maybe i am addicted, but im proud of it.OMFG  I bought myself some gorgeous vintage rings, I'm generally into rings right now :3 I would put here some photos if i had some camera available.... just believe me, they are fuckin incredible....
Also, i bought myself classic black sunglasses, i couldn't find anything better... hmmm a new kinda orange nail polish :)
Speaking of nails i found out my sis have this nail polish that cracks on your nails and it's really cool if the first layer is mint colour. that's the first one i came up with... it doesn't go with my vintage rings though, so right now i can't feel the awesomeness of wearing them...
I gotta pay for my 'lagoon blue' hair paint ^^ im wondering would the colour fade till the school year begin... cuz i donno would the teachers be cool with me having blue hair :D gooosh, can't wait!
So what I did todayyy? I went to carrefour with Wera and bought myself those rings... eat some chinese food... check out shoes for autumn - you know, now i have an idea of my birthday present :D i'm looking for black shoes, kinda these one, but i want lower heel, kinda square one, not to die wearing:
 
luv 'em  ♥

I've just arrived from z cute little ride to tesco with my bro, it was super dooper, they have this lil' wall full of  jellies and other sweets like that :D so yummyyyy... I bought a huuge chocolate milk, which kinda reminds me of those milks in american movies, ya know, with the holder to put an arm to :3 I'm a fatto.

So basically it was a fun day, thinking, that the last week was based on sitting home, watching tv and eating :D

Now im just listening to soundtrack of old movie, Chicago, i almost forgot about....

♥ me guustaaa

I'm thinking of some kick ass nails to paint....
sooo fucking bored ...



 hahaha like Barney always says in HIMYM

 
nooo shiiiiit :]



Byyyeeee :D

totally shit my pants this morning

OMFG today at like.. 10(?) there was like a storm of all times... I have windows placed on the roof, cuz my room is on the top floor and the rain was really loud, and there was like this huuuge BOOOOOM, when the storm hit something, that was very close.... i think it was something in the woods, cuz they are near to what i like to call bearville - the place i live in. so from that moment i slept curled up, with my blanket over my head... it was just a scary experience :D but we have really nice weather now... in fact i might consider going on a walk or to buy some breakfast... hmm... or I'll just eat toasts, i'll never get bored with them :)

Just realized we have no toasts... gonna be fine with caffeine-free coffie :D

Started to read ELLE magazine... this Fall will be crazyyy, super dooper colours and nice shoes... it's actually interesting, i've never been intrigued by this mazagine, cuz it's pretty cool, many wonderful photos, friendly style of writing, lots of fashion tips and everything so cheap.... it kinda reminds me of VOUGE.

I've lost/broken all my sunglasses.... have nothing to wear, i'm lucky there's no sun 2day.... gotta buy myself new ones.... i want these:

crazy and stylish <3

also, i want some new shoes to feel comfortable in school, now i'm a vintage fan, so here are the one im dreaming about:

vintage so adorable :3

my parents are out of house, so i've been spending a lot of time watching tv, generally Ftv, VIVA, Mtv, TLC and other cool shit, and i realized Mtv doesn't have those funny cartoons like this anymore:

I don't even remember what was this one's name, but i really miss it. Do any of you remember the show called 'made'? there was this intro - people saying kinda:
"I wanna be thin
I wanna be the queen
Be the best
I wanna be popular
I wanna be made
I wanna be made
Made"
It was about people who wanted to change something about themselfes, had their own coach, really inspiring show of my childhood, i used to watch with my sis, but now it's gone ;( been replaced by all of this 'Jersey Crue' or 'Battle of the Bods' shit.... sad....

Gotta go!




<3


so awesome!

C u later! ;*

dirtyyyy minds :D

Just watched  'The school of rock' ... again :3 can't help it,but it's just the movie of my life, like a movie i'll never forget. also, yeasterday i watched 'Fired up'.... again :D just a funny, cool comedy.
A couple of months ago i realized what's the soundtrack of my life:

from 'The hangover', can't wait for the 3rd part ^^ 2nd was just hardcore, but so fuckin' awesome *.*

what else? I decided to buy ELLE magazine now. I like the fact it's a kind of a cheap fashion magazine, i already 'ordered' VOUGE for my b-day, cuz i want it so baaaadly, but it's like top 10 the most expensive magazines ever. I just noticed i haven't told you what i'm generally readin' if it's about magazines , so:

1. All of those 'Glamour' and 'Shape' stuff from my sis
2. FOCUS, science magazines
3. Old Tattoo things from my sis
4. Teen crap like 'Twist' :D
5. ELLE ^.^

So 2day i found this really cool jewelry parts and beads shop with Izzy and i am sooo excited, cuz i found like a miniature spoons and forks, i can put into my sweet business stuff... it's super cute, totally gonna use it. I also found these kinda cheap necklaces, which are just adorable <3 little scissors and an old key, vintage :) I was so surprised, cuz me and Izzy was like 'Oh, i always wondered what's in this shop, maybe we will just stop by and check it out?' and it turned out it's so awesome we stayed there for like half an hour. and also there was this man, who i think tried to steal my things, which i acted really asertive to ^^

Actually, nothing more besides the fact i plan to go to 'Lola Cupcakes' :D gonna be super cool...

Shit, i gotta read some more books.... is this my foutl they are just not interesting? I have a few books to read:
1. P. S. I love you - i'm raading it like a month and i just can't finish, it's too damn beautiful
2. Asertivity - in progress
3. Architecture and art stuff - gotta work on it
4. Kurt Cobain's boigraphy
i hope to handle it....






Ohhh gooosh, i want a trip to NY or other cool big, american city :3

Ok, goodnight ;*

so it's finally time to say hello to my destination

You know i've decided to make this post a lil' reminder of my new year's resolutions, which was .... let's say there was just a lot of it :D
here's the post - CLICK!
So:

1. Continue to be AWESOME! - done

2. Kick Mrs T's and Mrs K's ass in front of the whole class. - let's just say it's done cuz non of them believed in my genius, and they were sooo wroong ^.^
3. Cut my hair (cut my eizing, cut my hair pariraaa cut my hair, cut my mind!!! Naaa, just jokin') - totally done
4. Get 5 from Phisycs, Polish and History at the end of 7th grade... - done except Polish, but who cares :D
5. Continue my "cake" passion and actually sell somethin. - i'm happy to say it's done :D i got 23zł for my first pair of earrings i sold online ^^
6. Watch the european championship in figure skating ;** - i donno if i watched it.... probably not
7. Finish 7th grade with red stripe on my school leaving certificate (or how do they call it) - hell done
8. Watch some awesome movies with Johnny Depp and other good actores. oooooh yeaaaa it's still in progress. my life would be nothing without any good actores in it :)
9. Read all the psychological books I chose from the loft, all the Harry Potters, at least 1 part of twilight -.-' - shit, books don't atract me much, but now i have like 56635487652 books to read about art and stuff so... its gonna be a tough one.
10. Generally make me like reading books! - yeaaaa no comment :F
11. Start baking ginger cookies 2 MONTHS BEFORE christmas to make them soft for it ;P - unpossible to done right now.

12. Think positive!!!! -DONE

13. Make my nails look super awesome -done, i had some cool pictures at my nails, dots. stripes, even leopard and other cool shit :D

14. Keep my nails painted every day. - i got some few days rests, but yeah, it's done
15. Write 1 post every day IF I can. -hehehe that was kinda eeee... not good... i got 2 pretty long breakes, but that's not so much for a blog like that... and my statistics are still high, so there are people believing in me :D
16. Get high view at my blog ;) - as i said done
17. Play guitar a lot more - yeaaaaa :]

18. Buy 10 baloons, write some wishes on them and let them fly into the sky! - i can't afford them now, but definitely gonna do it :D

19. Sew something pretty (or end sewing things I started) - I'm doing this one right now, it's going pretty good :)

20. Drink a tea every day (it's simply yummy and healthy;D) -of course it's done ^^
21. Find a phone or other thing to earn money for. - thanks to my little cake business i bought myself a new phone, i'm thinking of something else...
22. Continue skateboardin' and learn some tricks -.-' - partly done
23. Came up with the idea for havin' a kick-ass B- day! -still have nothing on my mind ...it's getting closer :D

25. Make my hair pink!!! -actually im gonna make them blue, on the edges ^^ the paint is already ordered.

26. Spend an AWESOME new year's eve! -think i can figure out a way to do it.. with my cousins :]

27. Keep my room tidy -.- - i'm really surprised, but im actually keeping it pretty tidy from the tme of my make over ....
28. Get my ears pierced in at least 2 places more... - hhhmmmm i want an industrial in my ear, but mum says no... gonna get her permission someday :)
29. Buy myself some gorgeus clothes! (or find it in a secondhand ;] ) - oooh yeaa, done as hell :)

30. Exercise or find myslef a sport -.-' - hmmm not really ...
31. Keep all of the resolutions! ;P - partly done :D

So here they are - my 31 resolutions, everything to handle ...

 

this song just run into my head and can't get it's way out :D

aaaaaaa! so cute im gonna throw up :3

Byyyyyyyeeeeee  <3

what the fuck is this? what the fuck was that?

Hey, hi, hello!
What's up, my little mindfuckers?

Cuz i'm extremely happy my parents are finally out of house :D know that's kinda mean to say it like that, but there's nothing better than a house without parents after midnight :) Besides they will now have time to chillax and bale from work . I have 15 days of freedom now... shiiitttt..... but all in all school is a good thing cuz it makes aware of the awesomeness of holiday :D Just like sickness and being healthy... you know i wasn't sick like a year? that's weird. anyway you get the point about school being good for us :]

I realized i have never told you what I did step by step during my day... so i wanna just do it now :D

So the first thing after i woke up (with a little help of some noise coming from outside) was getting dressed, make up etc. I went to library, i borrowed some books:
- Assertiveness
- Biography of Kurt Cobain (it kinda got my attention cuz of the real photos of his diary and the fact i know actually nothing about this sure interesting man)

Then i went shopping looking for some breakfast, i bought really delicous one :D ain't gonna tell what was that :) hmmmm I ate it (what a surprise ^^) and then my bro called from work, that he was obviesly bored with :D then i sew sth. yeaaaa, i'm a creative person now and im sewing myself a dress, its going to be awesome, will definitely send some photos when it's done. Then i kinda facebooked a little... actually i'm on facebook 24/7  in small breakes :D kidding, im not that addicted (ok, maybe i am) :D then what? I decided to watch some 'how i met your mother', cuz i've heard its pretty good... and i gotta tell ya... it isn't good.... IT'S FUCKIN' AWESOME!

then i was kind of bored and like walk through the house...check the fridge...walk further...check the fridge.... you get it.
i danced a little in front of the tv with my sis...

And so here i am :D sitting and blogging ...

I watched some movies lately. this movie called "Something borrowed"  was like super dooper boring and complicated, annoying, predictable just stupid.... the girl was a pussy, the boy was a dick with no balls. the end of story. gooosh, i can't believe this movie took 2 hrs fom my gorgeus life... it was what i like to call a romantic, emotional fart. but honestly saying i'm keen on those farts right now... like photos on weheartit.com are just so touching.... just look at these:





Is't it just beautiful?
Oh, and one other touching thing (for me) are some titles. like when i'll write a book i'm gonna name it like "they tried to save me" or "I'm not the only one" or "He tried to let me in" or "She felt it", you get it, right? like kinda misterious, but still romantic :3 am i sick? gosh, no one gets me, am i the only romantic in this world?

i put here some pics that really got me :3


HELL YEAAAAA



OMFG im gonna throw up with this positiveness > . <


just pure beauty o.o i wanna go there!

Ok, bye, my fellas ;*
luv ya all <3